Psycho Ex

Be confident

I saw on the back of the door, there was a very large towel. Taking my dress off and all the jewellery off too, I switched the shower on and waited for the water to become hot to jump in.

I had a shower and cleaned myself off of all my sweat, makeup and perfume. I then dried myself with the towel and wrapped it around me.

Just as I was about to open the bathroom door, I stopped and remembered the things that happened with Jeno, my face became a bright red colour. I looked into my mirror at my red face and turned on the cold tap, I put on the cold water and threw some of it onto my face to cool it down.

I was going to change into my pyjamas but I realised that I didn't bring them in with me. I face palmed myself as I didn't realise how silly I could be.

I just decided to not be shy and go out of the bathroom to get my pyjamas. I twisted the handle on the door and opened it to see Jeno in his pyjamas with a book in his hand. I breathed a sigh of relief because I thought he would of been waiting for me or something like that. I entered the room and quickly grabbed my pyjama shorts and top from the wardrobe.

I was just about to go into the bathroom again to change but Jeno stopped me by putting his book down and looking at me, he then cleared his voice and spoke "can we talk?". I stopped in my tracks and turned my head slightly to look at him. I didn't know what to say, nothing came out my mouth. I nodded and then said that I will get changed first and then we can talk, he nodded his head and I ran into the bathroom again. I shut the door and wanted to scream again. Why am I getting so flustered? What does Jeno want to talk to me about? I was really nervous.

I got changed into my pyjamas and then opened the door and put my towel in the washing basket. I then went over to the bed and sat on it, Jeno looked at me and smiled. "So...what is it that you wanted to talk to me about?" I hesitated to ask. Jeno's smile slightly dropped as he put the bookmark inside his book and layed it on the bedside table.

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Heyy!!

How are you?

Gosh, I am so so sorry for not posting in about a month! Things had gotten really difficult and my motivation to write just went down hill.

I've been having a few university interviews and things like that which was so nerve wracking but I think they went well!! Also, my school isn't going ahead with exams this year so I need to work extra hard in the next few months so that I can get the grades that I need and deserve to get into uni. I'm really nervous but I'm just going to think positive. I did tell my family that if I'm not able to get into uni this year then I will just take a year off, get my mental health back on track, lose some weight and also have a glow up! (Maybe get a nice job too!) so I've always got a plan B!

I'm also sorry for my writing being really bad, when I'm finished with this story, I will go back and edit it to make it better.

THANK YOU FOR 20K READS TOO!! I saw it the other day and I just couldn't believe it! Thank you all so so much! It means so much to me.

I hope you have all been doing well during this really really difficult time.

Please make sure to wash your hands for over 20 seconds, use hand sanitiser if you are outside, social distance and lastly, wear your mask!!!!

I hope you have had / are having an amazing day 💚💚