Psycho Ex

Arguing

I scream back at him "stop controlling me! I have had enough of it! Stop using Taeil to get what you want from me! Got it?". Jeno stops talking and gives me one of his T-shirts and pj bottoms. "Get changed in these" he mumbles.

I grab it from him, go to the bathroom and get changed in those clothes. I brush my teeth and wash my face too. I walk back into his room to see Jeno in his bed reading a book. I love reading, I didn't think he liked them too. I get in his bed and put the covers over me. I move to the farthest side to stay away from him. I lay on my side facing the wall with the duvet up to my mouth, I can't sleep and every couple of minutes I can hear Jeno turning the pages in his book.

After a few more minutes, he closes his book, puts it on his night stand and cuddles me. I'm too tired to fight back so I let him. I turn around so I am facing his chest. He kisses my head. I open my eyes to see him looking at me, I slightly blush.

"Goodnight" he whispers and smiles. I close my eyes and go back to hugging him. I look at my ring one last time before I fall asleep.

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It's been about 2 weeks since Jeno proposed and everyday with him makes me more and more angry.

We are constantly arguing, I'm always begging for him to let me go home and he keeps ignoring me and just acting like we are a happy couple. He knows that we aren't happy together but he doesn't want to admit it. He will also take me shopping so he can buy me whatever I want but I don't want anything. I don't want to spend his money. Lastly, he has also been making me sleep with him in his bed, I haven't been in my own bed for 2 weeks and I miss it.

Today I am going wedding dress shopping with some of Jeno's staff members.

"Bye darling!!" Jeno says as he waves to me. I try to turn my back on him and ignore him but it fails as he grabs my wrist and pulls me into a hug. I let him hug me as I wrap my arms around him. Jeno lifts up my face so our eyes are connected. He brings his head down and kisses my lips softly, my eyes close as the feeling soothes me. We look into each others eyes as he gives me a large and genuine smile. I turn around and walk out the door. The taste of his lips lingers on my lips, I try to hide my small smile as I get in the car.

I give Jeno's driver the address of the wedding dress place and he drives us to it. While we are in the car, I talk with Jeno's staff members. We talk about what type of dresses to get, I want to try and get the ugliest dress so that Jeno won't want to marry me and he will say no. I think about the plan more but I know that Jeno will still say yes and still marry me. I decide to just pick a pretty dress that I will feel gorgeous in.

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Hello! How are you today?

I'm really sorry for writing such a bad part, I wanted to write something but I ran out of ideas.

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