Darling [h.s]

6

Song For This Chapter:

Greek Tragedy- The Wombats

"She hits like ecstacy 

Comes up and bangs the sense out of me"

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Lets not think about it, because if I think about it I panic. I can't believe I did that, and I can't believe I am going to have to face Harry again tonight.

I have been dreading it all day, usually I look forward to my saturday nights.

Maya has been MIA recently, probably because she knows I am going to go off on her ass. Smart of her to face me in a public setting though where I can't cause a scene. She can't avoid me forever though. I am going to kill her, I swear.

Niall is suppose to be picking me up any minute now, I haven't told him anything about what happened and I don't plan to. Infact, I don't plan on telling anyone at all, not even Maya.

If I pretend it didn't happen then maybe I'll convince myself it never did.

I did put on a cute ass dress though, if I am going to see Harry I'm at least going to look good. If I look ugly he could regret what happened between us and as much as I wish he'd forget about it, I don't want him to regret it.

It's just a plain black silk dress, but it's short as fuck. I am going to have to be careful, one wrong move and my ass is on display for the whole world.

I'm spraying my perfume on myself when I hear a knock at my door. I quickly grab my phone off the charger and take one last look at myself in the mirror before heading to the door.

On my way to my door, Niall begins impatiently knocking. In attempt to get him to shut up I quicken my pace before he puts me in a worse mood than I already am in.

"Jesus I heard you the first time Niall" I say swinging open my door.

Niall smiles at me,

"Come on" He dramatically sighs, "I wanna get drunk" He says while grabbing my wrist and pulling me out the door.

I can't help but laugh at his behavior,

"My sincere apologies for making you wait for so long" I say sarcastically with a huge grin on my face. Reaching behind me to shut the door, while Niall continues to tug me forward.

While driving to the bar, Niall blasts the music in his car. I swear he can piss me off like no other, but most of the time he's the most fun person to be around. He can either lift my spirits or annoy the hell out of me, there's no inbetween.

While we were in the middle of singing our hearts out to "Sex on Fire" Niall turns the volume down,

"Hey" I say in playful disappointment.

"I have a question" Niall says smiling at my reaction. I look towards him waiting for him to continue,

"I thought you hated Harry, why would you agree to going out to drinks with him?" Niall questions, keeping his eyes on the road.

My eyes widen quickly at the question, I am not too sure how the hell to answer that. He can't know that this is because Maya likes him and he sure as hell can't know that I stopped hating Harry enough to sleep with him.

I knew Niall would question this, I told Maya this would happen. I should of had an answer prepared and I'm so mad at myself for not thinking ahead right now.