Rois

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Really two hangovers in a month isn't good for me, I opened my eyes and realized that I was in another room, not the guest room, wait what happened?, when did I fall asleep?

My head hurts really bad but I surprisingly remember everything that happened yesterday, since drinking "sex at the beach" to crying in Ashton's arms, how pathetic I am

I had promise myself that I wouldn't let anyone know about details of my past, and in the moment I'm drunk and angry I tell almost everything to someone I shouldn't trust, someone as bad as him, right?

The weird thing is that I'm in Ashton's room, not the guest room, and he's nowhere to be found, I mean why did he put me to sleep in his bed when I was supposed to sleep at the guest room?, did he slept here too?

Suddenly the door opened and he entered quietly because apparently he thinks I'm still asleep, but I'm really lucky I'm awake now because god damn he's just in a towel that's hanging dangerously in his hips and his hair is wet, he just showered

What a view

I know it's totally wrong to be attracted to him physically but like I can't control my hormones, and when someone is hot, is hot and you can't do anything about it, it doesn't hurt to just appreciate the view sometimes

I saw that he was going to turn around so I let my head fall into the pillow again and pretend I was indeed asleep. I could hear him walking towards his drawers and I'm guessing he's changing

Ugh, I wish I could see

Nope this is wrong

Then he closed the drawers and I could hear his feet walking towards the bed, I really hope he believes I'm still asleep because if not he could figure I was totally checking him out, and besides I'm embarrassed from yesterday and I don't know how to act, so pretend to sleep all day will do

But then I felt that he sat besides me and I started getting nervous, he probably knows I'm awake. I don't know if I'm more surprised, shocked or confused but he started brushing my hair off my face gently, rubbing his thumb in my temple

What the hell is he doing?

"Je te protégerai, chéri" he whispered, damn it I wish I knew French now

He backed up and I heard when he got out of the room, my heart was beating really fast and just because of his simple action, what is wrong with me?

I really don't know what to do, I'm hungry and want a pill for my headache, I guess I'll have to swallow my pride and go outside

And obviously I found him in the kitchen and he was cooking?

Woah a man that can cook

I cleared my throat so he knew I was here

He turned around and gave me a little smile "Hey Rose"

My heart also beats faster when he calls me that, and that's weirder because I usually hate when people call me by my middle name

"Uhm Hey" I said walking closer to the table "watcha doin?" I ask the obvious

"Breakfast, also there's Tylenol in that drawer" he pointed at his left and I opened it to take out the pills

"Thanks" I smile back at him

"I still can't believe you didn't knew that had alcohol" he chuckled

Okay he's trying to joke so we're cool, wait this is nothing like us, not us because there's not an us, but our usual interactions

"Yeah, ha, silly me" I said awkwardly, seriously April, you're nervous?

"More like dumb but yeah" I can't with his bipolar self really