Rois

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ASHTON'S POV:

Two months, two months since I had lost April, since my life became completely miserable

I had to explain to her mom what happened and she asked for me to stop trying to see her daughter

I guess I deserved it

She actually didn't remember me, every day since a month ago when she went back to college I had been watching her from a distance, I still had the urge to go to her but she seemed finally happy, carefree as she didn't remember a lot of things and was starting again. Isabella was with her the whole time and she actually made new friends

I was leaving, I was moving to London to take care of business, and because I couldn't stand having April close to me, but yet so far away

I had written her a letter and I was going to ask Bella to give it to her

It may seem wrong to be away from her, but it's the best for her

And I love her, and sometimes you have to let the people you love go, so they can find peace or happiness

I was just a chaotic disaster for her

Dear April,

My name is Ashton, you may not know who I am, or remember who I am ever. I'm not good with letters but I think I just wanted to say that I'm sorry, for every damage I may had caused you, I promise that since I knew you, everything I did was to protect you. I won't explain in details since I don't want to disturb you, but I do want to say that you saved me

You made me realize I could love, and feel something

You deserve all the good things in life, you're a genuine angel and everyone around you is so lucky to have you, you are headed to greatness in life, I wish I could be by your side but I can't

Either way I want you to live life at its fullest, and to always be yourself, that beautiful, strong, stubborn, bossy person that you are

Thank you April for giving me a reason to change, and to live

I will always be there if you ever need anything

Isabella can give you more details about it, because I'm sure you'll have lots of questions

Thank you rose

Love, Ashton

I went to UCLA to give the letter to Isabella, I was leaving today

"Isabella" She turns around and glared at me "can we talk for a moment?"

"What are you doing here you idiot? She can't see you around" she glared at me

"I know I'm about to leave to London, I just wanted to give you something so you can give it to her, please" I almost begged

"What is it?" She asked

"It's just a letter, please just give it to her"

"I'm not sure Ashton, she seems fine without knowing who are you"

"I know, just, if anytime she remembers just give it to her, keep it until you feel it's the best time"

"I don't know..."

"Please Isabella, she deserves to know she was loved, that I love her and that not everything was a lie"

"Fine" she took the note

"But I hope you really do get in that plane sir" she demanded and I nodded

I was walking away "wait!" I turned around "is Kile, going with you?"

I nodded she frowned

I rolled my eyes "but he'll be back in a couple of months to help me control our business here"

She smirked but immediately erased it from her face "Well I don't care, you better tell him to stay in London, it's not like the USA want him back" with that she turned around and walked away

Sure Isabella, like you just didn't felt happy over the fact he was coming back

PLAY SONG

Before I left I needed to see her one last time

I was standing at the end of a corridor, watching her talk with some friends, she looked beautiful as always and was laughing

God I was going to miss her so much

I was smiling like an idiot just watching her

Her eyes caught mine I was broke from the trance, shit

I started walking away

She wasn't supposed to see me

"Hey" I heard her calling from behind me

"Hey, wait" I kept walking

"Hey, stop" I stopped and turned around, we were already on one of the gardens besides the corridors

"Hey" I said reluctantly

"I'm sorry I just needed to stop you" my heart was melting just because she was talking to me

"Uhm, why is that?" I tried to erase the smile from my face

"Uh, you dropped this" she gave me a pen

"This isn't mine" I chuckled

"Oh, sorry I must have gotten confused" she smiled and extended her hand "I'm April"

I chuckle "I kno...I nope... I didn't knew that" I tried to fix my mistake I felt like a stupid little kid talking to her

She chuckled "and you are?"

I shook my head "I'm just leaving" I shrugged

And started walking even it hurts like a hundred knifes in my chest

"So you're not telling me who you are?" I stopped and closed my eyes, I could feel her getting closer to me

"I'm sorry, I don't want to be rude or anything I just have to go"

"Well if you're not giving me your name it's a good thing I know it already"

"What?" I asked confused "no it's not possible" I shook my head and whispered sorry and started walking away again

I couldn't do this

"Stop!" Please April let me go

"Hey" I heard amusement in her voice "stop odin!"

That did made me stop

I turned around stunned

"What did you just called me?"

"And where are you leaving Ashton?" She smiled

"You called me odin?" I asked in shock

"Well yeah, that was the name I gave you a long time ago wasn't it?" She smiled

"April do you?"

"I remember Ashton"

Everything felt like it was surreal, my heart was beating so fast

"April I'm so, sorry I promise I can explain... and"

She interrupted me "I wasn't done" that made me shut up

"I hate you Ashton, I really do because you hurt me" I looked at the ground "but that's not really why I hate you"

"Then why?" I asked afraid to look into her eyes

She grabbed my chin and made me look at her

"Because after everything, my heart is still yours" my heart was beating so fast I started smiling like a fucking creep

"I love you Ashton"

I couldn't wait or remained calmed, I immediately pulled her towards me and kissed her

I felt at home again, I was with her again, I kept the promise odin made to iris

We were going to figure it out

Because somehow since the beginning, before we even knew it, I was hers, and she was mine

The end