Rois

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ASHTON'S POV

I'm walking back and forth, desperate

She's in a coma, April is in a coma and it's all my fucking fault

"Dude try to calm down" Sebastian grabbed my arm, I pushed him away immediately

"Are you fucking kidding me? Calm down, she's in a fucking coma she might die" I shook my head at the thought of that

She's been two weeks like this, everyday that passes is worse

"I can't lose him Sebastian, she's all I have, I...I promised her since a long time ago to never leave her again, but she is leaving me, I can't...this can't..." I grabbed my hair in exasperation

"I now but you need to calm down, this is not helping her"

"But this is all my fault" I said angrily

"It's not, I mean you fell for her and ever since protected her, yeah you lied to her but you did to protect her, she just doesn't know it yet" Sebastian shrugged

"And know she will never know"

Another day has gone by

It was late at night and I sat beside her bed, and took her hand

"I don't know if you can hear me, but I need to say this in case you don't" I shook my head "I want to say this, I came indeed for a mission to find that bastard's daughter, and when I did he offered me the leadership back, I didn't care about that daughter of his, as I thought it would be a monster just like him, but it was you Rose, you were that daughter, when I saw you I thought you were the most beautiful woman I had ever seen, and something about you felt familiar, felt good, nice. With that pact I made with your dad Sebastian, Kile and I will have been freed from him and that's all we wanted, they are good guys and they care about you April, and I... well; I started knowing you and at the same time you were driving me insane because of how stubborn you were, and bossy and things I thought I didn't liked, but the truth is that I loved them, I loved that they made you who you are, a strong, kind, and brave woman that came to be the light in our lives. I think I hated you at the beginning because I was scared because I actually loved you, and I'd never felt that for anyone before, and it made me weak. Actually it didn't make me weak, or maybe it does but you are my weakness April and also my salvation, you are everything I need and want and love, and I'm so sorry this, all this happened, and that I betrayed your trust, but I promise when I realized it, when I realized you were my iris, everything I did was to protect you" my eyes were glossy

I was crying

"Please wake up April, give me another chance, I promise I'll do better" I cried

I couldn't stand to lose her

I put my head in her hand and slowly fell asleep

Some noises woke me up

"The fuck?" There were nurses entering to the room, I couldn't turn to look at April, was she dead?

"Hi April, I'm your doctor you're in a hospital" I heard one guy talking

Are they talking to her?

I turned to look up and there she was, blinking and with that adorable confused look in her face

"April" I smiled

"What happened?" She turned to ask the doctor

"You were shot" her eyes widened and then she closed them

"You're okay now, you're safe" I grabbed her hand again

She looked at me horrified and took her hand away from mine

"I can't remember" she told the doctor and the doctor looked at me

"April what is the last thing you remember?" The doctor asked her

"Nothing I just... wait where is my mom?"

"Your mom doesn't know about this" I told her

"Why?" She asked confused "and who are you?"

"What?" I looked between the doctor and her

"Sir, could I please talk to you outside?" I nodded

"I'll be back" I told April

"Why the hell did she asked who I was?" I asked him

"I think April has a temporary amnesia" he said

"No, that can't be"

"Let's just see how she is, maybe she can get her memories back"

"And what if she doesn't?" I asked angrily

"Then the memories are gone, let's just see first what's the last thing she remembers"

"Are you telling me that she may never remember who I am?" I glared

"Yes that is what I'm saying"he patted my shoulder " I'm sorry" he went back into her room

This couldn't be possible

She didn't remember me