Rois

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Four days, four stupid days have been since Ashton kissed me. That isn't what I'm upset about though; it's the fact that he hasn't showed up and haven't texted me or contact me since then. Does he regret it? Did i do something wrong?

I groaned and stand up from my bed. I'm really pathetic, stressing over a gang leader who doesn't show interest in me

"mom i'm leaving" i yelled without waiting for her answer and went to my car. She knows something's up because I've been acting all bitchy, but I really can't help it

I drive to the campus, another stupid day of stupid classes

"Hey bestie!" Bella went to my car and i glare at her "I see Ashton hasn't showed up" she shook her head "don't worry, I'm killing him either way"

"No" I sighed "I'm sorry it's just, I'm worried I did something wrong or that he doesn't really wanted that. It's my first time in this romantic thing, if you can even call it romantic, and I don't know how to act, maybe it's normal for him to evaporate from the face of the earth right?" Bella just gave me a sympathetic smile

"Let's just forget it and get to class" we walked inside campus

I told her about the kiss, obviously I changed parts of the story. I said that the date went by pretty well but that a girl tried to flirt with him. I got mad and went out the "restaurant" and that we started yelling at each other, say we hated each other and that when I asked him what he wanted he said "you" and kissed me. Obviously Bella being Bella said "omg omg angry sex!" Which I obviously denied. After he asked me to take me home we just rode in silence. His hand resting on my thigh again and the small smile craved in his face. We arrived and he told me that I needed to rest and that we did a good job there. And that's all, he went away and he hasn't returned

Asshole

Bella went first inside the class and I collided with her when she stopped walking

"Bella watch it!" I groaned rubbing my head

"You know I think we should skip class, yay!" She tried to pull me out of the door but I protested

"I really don't know what's gotten into you..." I stop talking when I see Ashton sitting in the seat next to mine

Is he for real? What is he doing here? He never comes to this class and he wasn't even around college this four days, wait didn't I wanted for him to be here? No, now I'm pissed

He looked bad, I mean not bad bad because he always looks handsome, but bad in a way you could see he hasn't slept in days

When he saw me he sat up straight and smiled a little bit I ignored him. He was seating besides me but I did my best to not look at him on my way to my seat. I sat down and I could feel his stare on me, I know he wants to say something but doesn't know what

Bella sits behind us, so when she walk besides Ashton, she made sure her backpack kicked him in the way. I tried to hold my laughter

"Watch it" I heard him say to Bella

"No my friend, you watch it" I heard her say and a small smile was threatening to show in my face but I hide it

I take out my books and the teacher came in. He started taking attendance ignoring Ashton's name as usual

"I'm here too" Ashton's voice made everyone turn our way. I didn't look at him, I was looking at the professor whose eyes widened when he saw Ashton here

"Mr. Anderson I thought you weren't in this class anymore" The professor said

"I am in whatever class I please" Ashton stated and the class went on