Rois

5

I woke up the next day and I really don't want to go to school but I can't disappear on my second day

"Hey April, how was the party last night?" My mom asked while coming into my room

"It was fine" I said

More like a nightmare where I saw Ashton kill someone who was going to kill me, but yeah fine

"I'm so happy for you sweetie, you didn't use to hang out in San Diego, you need to live your life at its fullest" my mom kissed my cheek

"Yes, I guess it's because of the new me" I shrugged

"It's perfectly fine to change but please don't change your interior, you have the most pure and compassionate heart, but also don't let others take advantage of that" she said

"I won't" I answered while going to the bathroom

I decided to wear a blue sundress with my black converse, they fit

I started remembering last night and I'm starting to have a panic attack, I need a chocolate, the sweet flavor is the only thing that can make me relax and avoid the panic attack, because when I get them it's terrible

I opened the red box I have on the bathroom full of kitkats, unfold one and start to savor it. Slowly my panic attack was flashing away, thank god

I skipped breakfast and went straight to school, I don't have an eating disorder but I just eat less since my father, I once got to the hospital because I didn't eat for 3 days, it's because I don't feel the need to eat anymore

Once I arrived at school I went straight to my locker to grab my books

Wrong idea

Ashton was there standing in front of my locker and the only way to make him move will be asking him to

"Could you move?" I said and he turned around to see me, he had again an I'll kill you look

"No" he said and turned around so his back was at me, what is his problem

"For real, I'm done, what is your problem, you already punished me yesterday when you.." he turned quickly to face me and grabbed me putting his hand on my mouth so it was covering it

"What happened to not talk about what happened yesterday" he raised his eyebrow with anger in his voice "You really don't learn" he said leaning forward so his face was inches away from mine, my heart stopped beating because of that

"Hey man, calm down" Kile said from the back and I haven't really see him close, he is really hot, no wonder why all girls were there yesterday

Ashton let me go and turned towards Kile

"And since when do you give me fucking orders?" Ashton grabbed Kile by the neck of his shirt, motioning that he could punch him in the face but Kile didn't seem surprised or had any emotion at that, my guess he's used to Ashton being like that since they're friends

"I'm not ordering, just telling you to think about it twice because there could be consequences" Kile looked at me

"Whatever, I'm done of being around children" Ashton walked away

"Hey, Uhm, just try to stay away from him" Kile told me

"I promise that's what I try to do all the time" I said

"Bye April" he said leaving

I didn't knew that he knows my name

After a lot of classes I had a free hour so I headed to the library to sit there, read a book and relax