Not Me (Novel Translation)

#19 - The one who does not know anything (Part I)

TN (# ﾟДﾟ): Lol I am in a good mood because of my work bonus but I am still going to find a new job and quit. Think it's jeopardising my health by working from 9am to 10/11pm everyday.

Anyway since I'm in a good mood I have decided to translate part of chapter 18 and release it. BLACK POV IS HERE!!! We will know more about him and Gram lol. I like Black too because he's very cute too hahah not White kind of cute but idk what's the word in English to describe him but I know the word in Chinese that exactly describe his personality 😰 good luck to Gram trying to get him 😉

Ok I think nobody is interested in my long note so let's get started.

/edited - I wanted to finish Black POV but I guess it's too ambitious. Guess what, we are only at 2/5 of the chapter and already hit 3000+ words lol. The past chapters only had like 3000-6000 words max. I will continue tomorrow lol if I have the time otherwise it will be the weekends.

"W...when did I even mentioned about this?"

I do not remember when did I mentioned to Sean that I do not like people who speak crudely. I am fine with it as long as it does not include any body parts. Although my dad has tried to construct a good environment for me to grow up with and do not permit me to speak any vulgarities, it has all changed when I started schooling. When I am at home, I am someone that acted prim and proper. But when I am with my friends, I will be speaking whatever I want to.

I supposed that I have turned bad when I am in middle school. I only have memory of me being a good kid back in primary school. I only remember that I am unable to get along with others back then due to my mannerisms but I don't remember much of it anymore.

"Well, you have said it before."

"When we are with Gram and the rest, you cannot do this. I have yet to tell them that I am not Black," I went straight to the point.

Only Sean knows that I am not Black currently, the other two have yet to know the truth.

"When will you be telling them then?" Sean asked. I do not have any answer to his question.

I remained silent.

"You can't continue to lie about this. It won't  be under wraps forever."

I looked at Sean, "I do not intend to lie to them forever from the start. I will be waiting for my brother to come back, since he already knows whatever that I am doing. I do not know why he has yet to appear or what he will do. At first I thought that it is because of the debtor, but in actual fact, he is someone around the same age as us and I don't think he can pose much of a threat to Black."

Sean nodded as I continued.

"Furthermore, our dad has already cleared the debt and I don't think they will be finding any more trouble for him. The main issue now is where is he currently at. Nobody can even reach him, not even me."

"Is he angry?" Sean asked.

"Huh?"

"Is he feeling aggrieved?" I am confused by Sean's words. I don't quite get him at all, although he can be considered as one of my brother's closest friends.

"Agg...aggrieved? Why would he be?"

"Let Sean guess. He has warned you not to approach Sean and others, right?" Sean is slowly starting to explain his stance.

I nodded, trying to follow with his thoughts.

"However, White did not heed his advice and came to approach Sean and the rest."

"Erm..." I feel a bit awkward now.

Sean continued, "Black is someone who is very self centred. Whenever we fight, he can disappear for three weeks. He will not attend any lessons nor anyone will be able to reach him. When he is appeased or have thought it through, he will come back on his own."