𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐈𝐍. ˢᵖᵃᵐ // ᴾᵉʳˢᵒⁿᵃˡ

i think i have gone a little crazy.

hi

how are you bestie ? i hope you're doing well and drinking your water

in today's episode of scarlett's tired high off sleep deprivation midnight thots:

so you know how some people speak in times new roman? others talk in curside? you have those who speak in bold italic. and those who speak in 🤢arial 🤢

men in my country speak in wattpad font and i think that's disgusting.

well

i speak in angry feminist asking for a night walk with no fears and raging senior student who is slowly losing the will to live

seriously

the sexual tension between me and writing a letter to greta thunberg asking her for tips about how to speak in public

soooo, our sMaRt government is discussing the possibility of extending the school year and starting national exams in july instead of the beginning of june

FIRST OF ALL I DON'T CLAIM THIS NEGATIVE ENERGY أستغفر الله

second, mister the minister, with all due respect, last time i checked, you aren't the one having mental breakdowns about the 18 philosophy concepts we have this year huh ?
you have never experienced going to school in a pandemic?

YOU HAVEN'T EVEN EXPERIENCED GOING TO SCHOOL UNDER SUCH A SHITTY SYSTEM LIKE OURS

you see, i am a person who thinks 50% logically while the other 50% overthinks logically
and trust me i have tried understanding why expanding the year would benefit any student

but i don't get it....

comsidering most schools study once every two days, that's two weeks instead of one that you're adding, and you can't expect teachers to magically finish half of the program in those two weeks

"oh but we said this year depends on self teaching so technically students must know" i ain't never seen an experiment that expects good results on the first try

and you mean to tell me you expected students who are surviving with the crumbs of their family finances after the pandemic hit to SELF-TEACH? with no prior experience or formation on how to teach themselves?

"what about admission tests to get to universities?" they're rigged.

there, i said it. THEY. ARE. RIGGED.

i dare someone tell me most universities' admissions aren't based off on connections instead of grades. and how could they not be when the whole system is corrupted?

you have private schools hyperinflating the grades, you have public schools with almost zero qualified teachers, you have barely passing students who don't care bc they know daddy's money got their backs, and then you have students giving up their dreams because of corruption.

"what about students who want to be admitted in foreign schools?" literally our country was one of the only ones where students went back to school in person, most of the world wasn't able to receive proper education.

finishing an overbooked program shouldn't be your main worry when we are slowly recovering from the pandemic. paying your taxes should.

politics are so dumb in a sense of justice but also smart but like in an evil way ARGHWNAKQGJQ

the only way i can take out this anger is on here

me online: debating, winning arguments, standing up for others
me irl: barely existing

i wish i could be like one of those people like aoc who face authorities and actually make them shut the fuck up

i just want for things to get better

stress is becoming too much for me

anyways,,, YOUR DAILY AFFIRMATIONS ARE HERE FOR YOU TO HAVE A GOOD DAY AND HEAR GREAT NEWS AND BECOME A BAD BITCH:
i am healthy i am wealthy i am rich i am that bitch i am gonna go get that bag and i am not gonna take your shit i am protected well respected i am a queen/king/royal i do what i want to do and i am who i want to be cuz i am me and i have a phat ass yuh

goodnight besties ❤❤❤❤