Already over (Chapter 8)

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*It's now the next day*

Dixie woke up happy, for the first time in what felt like months she didn't feel pain. She wanted to believe that that was because of herself but she knew it was because of Noah. She has never been so happy before, not even with Griffin when they first got together. She didn't feel bad for herself. All she felt was pure joy and this moment and she thought no one could take that away from her.

Noah woke up happy too, but not as happy. He was worried about the boys and if he did something wrong because of last night and how they didn't ask him where he was. The first thing Noah did was check his phone and when he didn't he wished that he hadn't.

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@tiktokroom: Noah and Dixie spotted hanging out and getting close

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@tiktokroom: Noah and Dixie spotted hanging out and getting close.
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Doahshipper90: they're so cute 😻 #DOAH
Grixieforlife: doahshipper90- no🤢
Bryce hall: oooooo👀 attaboyyy!!
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Noah was shocked. But he was also strangely happy at the same time. He liked how they looked together. He also knew that Bryce was fine because of his comment. All he could think about at this moment was the fun they shared yesterday. How he felt when he was around her and how he made her feel. He completely understood Dixie and was willing to wait for her until she was ready.

Dixie saw the post soon after since the first thing she does when she wakes up is check her phone. He felt furious. Not because of how they looked, she was happy about that. But about how they have no privacy. She knew that people were going to think she was a hoe because "she's moving on to fast" even if people don't know the full story. That happiness that she felt a minute ago was gone and now it was straight up disappointment.

She texted Noah as soon as she calmed her nerves telling him to come over and that they need to talk. Noah obviously said yes but got a bit worried because of what she might want to talk about. He thought about all the possibles of what Dixie would do when he got there as he was driving. When he pulled up he could see Dixie looking through if h the window with a mad, yet sad face.

He got to the door and pushed it a slight testing if it was open and he walked in. Dixie ran up to him and gave him a hug. She jumped and wrapped her legs round his torso knowing that what she was to go was going to hurt him. I'm glad someone's excited to see me, Noah exclaimed full of joy because of Dixies behavior. Come on, let's go upstairs, Dixie said getting out of of Noah.

When they get to her room Dixie puts on a serous face warning him that the conversation they were about to have might end in tragedy. Dixie.... are you ok?, Noah asked worryingly. I guess we'll figure that out later, Dixie said making Noah worry more than he was a second ago,

Dixie took a deep breath to prepare for the things she about to say and started. Noah.... I like you, a lot. I haven't felt as good as I felt yesterday in such a long time and that's all because of you. But I don't know if I can do this.

Dixie... what are saying?, Noah said on the verge of tears. I'm saying that I don't know if I can be anything with you. I'm not ready. Dixie I know your not ready, but we walkways had this talk. I'm gonna wait for you to be ready, Noah said practically begging.

Noah you did nothing wrong. I just don't know if I can do this. Oh and I saw the post. I just wanted privacy and I could even have that. I want to be able to go out with you and walk, hold your hand, and kiss you occasionally while we're walking but obviously I can't do that. Everything that we will do is going to be public. I don't know if I can handle that again.

So your saying your not even gonna try us because you don't think you can handle it. I'm new to this and it's stressful for me to but I'm also not going to give up something I really want just because it's hard. What would liked be if it wasn't hard. Noah was pissed at Dixie. He liked this girl, a lot but he don't know if that would be valid anymore after what she just said to him.

Noah I know, but I just can't, Dixie said crying. I want to, I really do- well then why are you giving up, Noah said cutting Dixie off. BECAUSE IM NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU!!. Dixie yelled louder than she bee had before. YES YOU ARE! DON'T YOU SEE!! Dixie if I didn't think you were good enough for me I wouldn't have fallen for you like I did. I'm fucking crazy about you and you don't even see how much!! Noah didn't want to yell at her, but he did hoping she would change her mindset.

I- I ju- just don- don't kn- know, Dixie said falling apart more and more with each word. Dixie, you know how much I like you, I already said this. And I want to be with you, only you. But I need to know one thing before I try to do anything with a girl who doesn't car. Are we over or you not gonna give up on me?, Noah said with a firm voice even though he was falling apart inside.

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HEY GUYSS! you probably hate me now, and I'm sorry but I just needed to. To be fair what would a story be if It didn't have drama..👀. Sorry for not posting more yesterday:( I was doing homework all day. Anywayssss I'm almost at a thousand reads and thank you sooo muchhhh!!! LOVE YOU GUYSSS ❤️❤️
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