3 years ago I rushed to save him but had broken myself in the process
I was too deep in his and I's mess
And neither of us could reach for the stars
Rainy days and burnt out cigars
I was coping but drowning
It took me so long to stop hurting
Now 3 years later you rushed to save me and broke yourself in the process
Now you were too deep and there was so much stress
I know we said our goodbyes but I promise to never let our memories fade
I Won't stop trying to reach you even in all this shade
And I keep telling myself that someday we will meet again
That the obstacles and distance won't complain
You were the love of my life before you were my best friend
A mixture of crazy and corruption
And now you're my what if
What If life without each other wasn't an option...
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A/N
To my Bestfriend
I don't know if you'll ever see this or not but I just want to say this here because I know I cant text you it. I will always like the version of myself better when I have you in my life. Loving you is letting you go which I never was ready to do and I still ain't. I didn't want to go through the feeling of missing your face or missing the sound of your voice. I was never ready to miss you. I've lost you twice now and I thought it would get easier but it's not.
I'm listening to love me or leave me by little mix and it ain't helping the tears. I hope you don't hate me. I love you and I wish one day we can be us again.
love,
your 'what if'.
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