And once again i had realised,
that I've fallen in love.
No, I was already in love,
and had been for so long.
I realised
that every time I tried to get away from it,
I couldn't.
And when I tried to move on,
I couldn't.
And even though I knew it was bad for me,
I still kept going towards it.
It was there for me everyday,
I would feel it everyday,
It was the only one that stayed.
Im in love
with pain.
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A/N
well its been a while, I'm 18 now and I'm nearly going to university. Looking back I can see whats changed and whats not. although i dropped some bad habits, i seemed to have picked up some new ones. they say it gets better, and by looking back at this i can say it doesn't. I'm yet to find peace and happiness, if its even there.
hope you liked it and do message me if you want. I'm not here to help, I'm here to relate.
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-Samz
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