I used to say 'you can't heal in the environment that's hurting you. You can't breathe in the same environment that's suffocating you'
so why is it that when I walked away to heal the wounds grew wider.
And why is it that when I walked away to breathe my chest grew tighter.
When did I become this person, when did my role go from a happy daughter, from a friend and a lover, to a fighter. I walked away from an abundance of pain to now an empty field full of memories. And in this field I stay at battle with my mind and my heart.
I'm no longer holding on to everything that's dead and gone, I said my goodbyes even if it meant forever. And even if I'm not physically in the stars, six feet under never leaves my mind.
I'm feeling lonelier than ever.
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A/N
It's officially 6 months into 2024. Precisely 01.06.2024.
How much longer till I can leave all the sadness behind and just feel pure happiness?
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