Why can't I stop this drug
That's got me so addicted
That I start to enjoy it's pain
It's hurts me every time
And it's only me who gets hurt
.... The most
Why can't I let go of this love that doesn't exist
It's stinging the wounds yet I can't seem to say goodbye
I'm such an idiot, and idiot who's lost everything already
I really want this feeling to go away
I want to go back in time an change everything
I want to die in your arms
Even if it's you who murders me
Cuz I seem to enjoy your killing
And I've seem to have gone crazy
From your insanity
Thank you for a torture I could never get my heart to hate...
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A/N
why can i not remember writing this? it was like, saved as a draft in April but i dont seem to remember writing it.... but then again i dont have a good memory soo.... loooool
Also it's 11pm. AND I NEED TO REVISE AHSHWKBSKWNSKSNAJ
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