Just Forever Depressed

"This is all i needed"

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You know what hurts?

The fact that someone you love is hurting and you know they are...

But you don't know why to do so you freeze like a star...

It's hurts badly as between you there's a bar...

A never ending pain that kills the person you are...

Everytime you see their text

Your wondering what you should say next

And unbearable ache that feels like its dying,

Because she told you, she was crying

And when you ask her how she's doing

She somehow answers but you know she's lying

All this is a hurting hell

Voices in my head loud as a bell

These excuses she is trying to sell

Makes me wana scream an yell

Making me feel like a bleeding well

Wana throw my phone as my tear it fell

And know I look at her I see she's in pain

Like she's been hit hard from a mental train

Her trust is what I need, I need to gain

But now both our tears fall down like rain

Looking at her I don't know what to do

Trying to think but can't think of who

Trying to say words, that make her smile too

Letting her know... 'I love you'

But nothing comes out as I see how broken she is

Her breathings gone fast and heated she is

Taking small steps, and as calming she is

I hold out my hand, and she takes with a whiz

I hold her up and embrace her

Finally relaxing as she feels safer

Loved one she is and that's the greater...

Hope no more pain as I embrace her..

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A/N

this took me two days cuz well a lot of thought was put into this, sometimes when writing everything just gets confusing cuz you think about one thing then another and then some sad memories come an some good memories an then u start comparing and well you get distracted, however I wouldn say I got distracted, its more like a reminder.... You know?

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-samz