Let Me suffer, but not from you

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One minute your giving
The next you mock my living
Like the first didn't matter
Yours hits they shatter
My body and mind
But later you kind?

Why?
Is it a try?

When you gift me
When you show me
When you tell me

Why do you do this
I think your hearts taking a diss
It's the old times that I miss

But what happened
Everything is so confusing
I feel like your just using
My mind it's fusing
It needs to take a cruising

Far far away
From this killing ray
The dying tray
My own way

Should I hold it in an run
My head burning like the sun
You think its games an it's all fun
When Time by time it's you who won

Finally I go, with tears building up
You call after me an yell wassup
You know I'm hurt but still you play
Innocent
My hearts not a toy it's not for your rent

You think I'm happy with what you do
The extra presents and making me woo
In the end all you do is boo
So just let me suffer but not from you

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A/N

Hey,
I know I finally updated:) it's 1 am here so yeah...
I couldn't sleep so I was like eh why not? This was made up on the spot I never REALY planned it an stuff like my others where I know what I'm writing about, this one just came :) xx

This is actualy about them people who be nice to you one minute then slap you across the face either physical or verbally! Like seriously I hate those kind of people, their basically selfish an two faced. However sometimes they don't know they hurt you or what their doing but most times they just got issues an not bother they think they can yet again win you over with some expensive shit; some dipshits accept their so called 'apology' ,
Some can't do anything cuz they might get physically abused and their 'afraid' or some ACTUALY stand up for themselves!!

So yeah I hope you enjoy!!

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-samz

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