lioness // phan

Chapter 2 ~ Moving

That night, i sat on my bed with computer on, but I couldn't quite get my fingers to budge. My father just broke news to me that we didn't have enough money to stay in this house any longer, and that it was my fault for using the electricity on my laptop.

I was left with some finger bruises on my wrists and a red hand mark on my left cheek.

I didn't cry, I couldn't. I had no tears left. I just stared blankly at the screen thinking this was for better because then hopefully the land lord can see what a trash he made of our home. Don't get me wrong, It made me upset that he said it was my fault, it made me feel guilty about using my laptop, but what else am I supposed to do? I have no more books left to read.

Not that I can even call this place a home, but I thought that's what you were meant to do when you were in your house. Watch TV, eat dinner together like a normal family. I don't think my dad even knew what a 'normal family' was.

I closed my laptop screen and got under my covers and in the darkness of my room i could see a tiny light flickering on and off.

My dad came in 30 minutes later, for once he wasn't off his head on alcohol. He said,
"we don't have enough money to pay for a house, so we're going to have to move into London so I can find a better job that pays well."

Our house was in the middle of no where, it was extremely expensive because we lived in the country side. This meant we had no neighbours to see how my dad reacted towards me. I think he did it on purpose just so that he could get at me. Make me feel even more trapped than i had before. I couldn't go and catch a bus to jump into town to see any friends. Not that i had any friends anyway, but if i wanted to go anywhere; i'd have to take a train.

I was quite relieved but also scared about where i was going to sleep. I was happy because that meant he couldn't bring home women anymore because living next to neighbours, they would see and he couldn't get drunk in case we were kicked out of the house or people complained about the noise. He couldn't risk that chance, he wouldn't.

"We're moving to a place that is about 30 minutes away from here. You'll have to pay your own train to school and back, I am not providing any money since this is your fault. This means you'll have to find some sort of job or go live on the streets for all I care,"

I nodded my head and he closed the door, i let out a sigh of relief knowing that I'd be closer to meeting Dan and Phil. My heart lit up like a Christmas tree when I realized what my mind had just said.

I'll be closer to my heroes! Maybe then my dream could come true! Maybe I could finally meet Dan & Phil! I could run into them on the streets and be like "Oh sorry! Didn't see you there - wait are you Dan & Phil?" Imagine that!

I kicked my feet in the air and grinned widely. My dream may come true after all..

I laughed at the thought of meeting Dan and Phil and let my head wander;

***

"Dan can i collab with you?" i ask,

"Of course you can Leona. Come sit on my bed," He said.

I grinned. "Am i actually sitting on the - Dan Howell's bed?!" I laid down and made a snow angel in his sheets.

He laughed at me and pulled me up getting the camera started.

"Hello Internet, today i have a special guest. Show yourself," He said.

I popped my head up and waved, "Hello people of the Phandom. I'm Leona,"

"Yes, She is my sister so before you all go out there saying horrible things and being jealous you can butt your mouth," He laughed hysterically.

***

I breathed quickly and lifted my head from a stupid dream. I wish it was real. Imagine if i actually was Dan's sister. Leona Howell. Or even better, Phil's girlfriend. Leona Lester.

I like that better.

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*Sorry short chapter! It's just a fill, as soon as I get to the good parts I'll start making the chapters much longer*