lioness // phan

Chapter 7 ~ "Hospital Butt"

*hi! two updates in one day?! how impressive! i just felt like i needed to write. Its much harder on a laptop because i don't have auto correct changing the words for me and making it faster and easier to write, but anyway i hope you enjoy!*

ALSO DO YOU ENJOY THE TITLE. I WANTED TO CALL IT MIRROR BUTT, BUT I DON'T THINK IT REALLY MADE SENSE.

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i woke up to the sound of beeping noises. My body began to panic as i remembered what happened. The beeping got faster and louder. All i could see was white. Am i dead? Is this what heaven feels like?

i couldn't see anything all i could do was hear. I heard doctors talking and then all of a sudden a women whispered into my ear;

"Its all up to you here. This operation to keep your heart working all depends on how strong you fight. If you want to live, i suggest you start fighting sweetie."

i was shocked, i couldn't move my body, i felt like i was being paralyzed. I tried to scream again and again. There was no pain. I felt numb. Was it true? Is this up to me? Do i decide whether i want to live or not?

Do i want to live?

I mean - there's nothing worth fighting for anymore. My father did this to me because i clearly deserved it. But if i deserved it then why am i being taken into an operation room?

Wait - what actually happened? Last i remember is that i was being kicked and punched to the floor by my father. Did he make my heart stop working? Was my body slowly giving up?

I remember losing consciousness again and again. Hearing the doctors over and over.

At one point i heard a shout;

"Shes losing too much blood!"

i cringed at the thought of my body being opened on a operation desk. My body naked and cut opened. I do want to live, of course i do. Only for George. But also for Dan & Phil. I know they don't even know i exist, but if they did i'm sure they would be disappointed if i had just given up so easily.

No.

I need to survive for them.

"Doctor look! Shes fighting. She could make it. Please don't give up on her!" The same woman's voice called out.

All of a sudden, things went completely black and i couldn't hear anything.

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I could feel my eyes twitching. I made it! I really made it! I tried to open my eyes but the light blinded me. I felt like i hadn't seen earth in so long.

"Dan! Shes waking up!" I heard a voice shout.

Oh, people are here for me? Wait - DID HE JUST SAY DAN?!

i opened my eyes so quickly as if i were a racing car. I thought i was dreaming at first.

"Is this what death feels like?" I whispered.

"No, sweetie you're alive. You might not know who we are but I'm Phil, and that's Dan" Phil said sweetly to me.

I looked at Dan and he smiled at me and waved his hand.

My mouth dropped open so wide i thought my tongue was going to shrivel up.

"Why are you here?! How do you even know me?!" I said in shock. There was so many questions i wanted to ask. I was desperate. Why would Phil Lester and Dan Howell come and sit at my hospital bed and introduce themselves to me?

"I guess she knows us then" Dan grinned.

"We've been here ever since you were taken in. We haven't gone home much, they weren't sure you were going to wake up. You've been in a coma for 2 weeks since you came out of your operation" Phil said calmly.

"I refused to leave. It was my idea, to stay here by your side because well - we thought you might not have anybody else. We saw what happened to you love. Your father is a prick and has been put into prison until further notice. They need a statement from you but i told them not to bother you until you're ready to talk." He smiled.

I smiled, feeling like i didn't want to talk about anything even to Dan and Phil. I didn't want to pretend it was all okay. I wanted to keep quiet, i didn't want to speak. I knew once i was recovered that i would have to be put into foster care. The thought of that made me feel sick.

"Were the two men that saved you Leona. We heard your scream and came over to check. When we got there, you were covered in bruises. Your father was standing over you like he had just accomplished a new trait or something!" Phil rolled his eyes and his voice grew angry.

I smiled gratefully that they had saved me. Was i honestly talking to the real Dan and Phil?! I thought i was dead.

The nurse came in and smiled.

"Glad you're awake Leona. How are you feeling sweetie?" She said, setting up a table and putting the tray for my food on it. I nodded my head as if i were saying i'm okay.

"They're surprised you actually made it considering the state you were in." Dan said.

I looked down at my wrist, it was all bandaged up as if they had realized what i did to myself.

"We think you should have counselling just until you're back onto your feet dear"

I shook my head in panic. I didn't want to speak to anybody. Especially not some stranger who just nodded their head at me and pretended to care.

Dan and Phil both gave me sympathetic looks. Phil put his hand on top of mine and i swear at that moment my heart fell out of my chest. Phil Lester just

TOUCHED

ME.

*not in a weird way oh my god you dirty minded people*

I got up to go to the bathroom but struggled as my muscles gave away. My body was weak, i hadn't walked for two weeks. I also haven't used the bathroom in two weeks.

The nurse helped me up and i walked with her slowly. I heard a small whisper from Phil, loud enough for me to hear.

"Nice hospital butt Leona."

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Thanks for all the support on getting 200+ reads. I have a question though;

i'm letting you guys decide. Do you want Phil & Leona to date or do you want Dan & Phil?

THE CHOICE IS YOURS. (because i cant choose)

Oh and if you didn't know, hospital gowns are worn backwards and ALWAYS show your butt when you are forced to wear them.