Completely and Utterly Broken

Chapter Fifteen

I woke up at around 6 in morning. I groaned into the pillow. I really don't want to school today. But I get up, and walk to my closet.

I put on white joggers, a dodgerblue short-sleeved shirt that hugs my curves. And my all black converse. I put my hair in a ponytail, letting out my bangs and putted out little pieces and curled it. And put on my all black cuffes bracelet the kind you tie on my right arm. Then I put on some powder, light blush and light pink lipstick.

It wasn't cold outside, so I didn't bring my jacket. I grabbed my backpack and left. I started walking, but then Luck. Damn, its never on my side. I felt a presence behind me. I didn't do any thing, and I tried to ignore them.

But they just had to speak. "You know sweetheart, ignoring me won't do any better. You did that enough last night."

I groan, "Seriously? Can't you just leave me alone?"

"No."he replies.

"Why?"I whine.

He grabs my arm, and spins me around to face him. "Because you ignored me all night. Basically told me to stay away from you when I don't want to. And that no one cares about you."I open my mouth to say that's not true. But he stops me. "Basically. That's what you said. And you ran away from me when I was about to kiss you."

I glare at him. "And again I ask you. Why do you care? I was just probably one of your little toys to screw over. And with you saying that I basically told you to leave me alone." I yank my arm away. "Why don't you listen?" I ask. But I don't bother to wait for his answer. I spin around, and walk away.

But before I could actually get any farer. Anthony grabs my hand again. And spins me around. But before I could do anything. He held me by the waist and with his free hand he gently held onto my cheek. Then he kissed me. My eyes were wide open in anger, surprise, and confusion. Now I'm not an experienced kisser or anything. But I know that I'm suppose to close my eyes. But that is definitely not happening right now. But his eyes are closed. And that just made me more mad. I tried to get out of his grip. But he didn't let me go.

All he did was held me tighter. But I finally put my hands to chest and pushed him. As hard as I can. He let me go, and stumbled back a little. But barely enough. So I glared at him so hard. If looks could kill people. He would probably be dead by now. I brought my hand up and slapped him as hard as I could.

His head moved with the slap. And I could only image the shock on his face. He brought a hand to his cheek. And turned to me. His face read shock and controlled anger.

Then he slowly asked. "Did you just slap me?" his voice the sound of disbelief.

"And if you don't leave me alone. I'll do more than just slap you."I tell him coldly. Then I turn and walk away.
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By the time I made it to school. The bell was about to ring. So I tried to hurry. But just like with Anthony. Luck isn't on my side this morning. 'Cause suddenly someone yanked me by the hand. And I almost fell. And they caught me before I could fall on my butt.

"Woah there sweetcheeks, slow down there." they say.

I look up at the person. But then I just glared. Derek. "What do you want?" I snap.

But he just gives a charming (not) smile. "Oh nothing. We just didn't finish what we started yesterday."

"We didn't start anything. You did. And you don't get to finish it. 'Cause I never want to see you again." I hiss at him. And as I tried to side step him. He moves in front of me, blocking my path.

"Hold on there, sweetcheeks. You have no idea who you're dealing with here."he says his voice getting slightly dark.

"Oh the hell I do. I'm dealing with a self-centred asshole, who is a man-whore, and thinks he can get anything he wants." I sneer.

And suddenly I'm pushed against the wall. And I gasp as he presses his body against mine.

"Oh well, heres where you're wrong sweetcheeks. 'Cause I don't think. I just do. And right now. No, no. For awhile now. I've been wanting you. And that's exactly what I'm getting." he says as he twists a stray of my hair around his finger.

"No you're not." I snap at him. And I try to get out his hold.

But yet again, a gasp escapes my lips. As I feel his lips on my neck. Giving it slow, soft, gentle kisses. "Are you sure about that?" he asks. As his lips get higher.

I let out a shaky breath, as a shudder goes up my spine. And my eyelids start to flutter close. "Y-yes."I tell him.

His face comes closer to me. His breath on my face, coming out slowly. "I don't think you're sure, Zoe." he says.

And then it all clicks. And my eyes snap open. And I push him away. "Yes, I'm sure Derek. Goodbye." I push myself off the wall. But before I go, I look at him right in the eyes. "And stay the hell away from me." I give him one last glare, before I left. Knowing I'm way late to class.

But I don't care about that right now. All I'm thinking is, What the hell was that?