Là Vengaza

∆Thirty -eight∆

Felicia's Pov

Surprisingly Nicholas had people in the FBI agency so it wasn't much trouble getting the cops to arrest the Russians. This was Los Angeles and Nicholas preferred to keep his mafia life away from here .

I was beyond furious. Vipon had left me with confusing questions....

As Troy guided me away room the sharp eyes of the media waiting to interview anyone,I slipped into the backseat of the car and brought out a sigh of relief.

"Boss will follow up soon,has some business to take care of okay"

I nodded without looking at me.

" Bellisima?"

" Nick told you not to call.me that"

He smiled.

" Just wanted to know if u still got your sass since you've been quiet"

I smiled back.

Waiting for the long ride home.

****

Nicholas hand's touched his cheeks in shock as i delivered my slap.

He was shocked ,then his eyes turned into a blurry of emotions, anger being the first.

This is where I die. Hitting an assassin who is just warming up to you.

" Where's my mother you liar"

" Bambina,..i"

" Don't you dare baby me, don't even dare....." I shouted. I was angry. He made me cry over my Mom.

" Listen to me "

" Just answer my damn questions,where is my mother and why do you have her,"

"Yes I do,I do have your mom"

I probably should have shut up there,I should have let him explain but no my foolish inner disrespect and sass that had gotten me into trouble many times set in and I said things I shouldn't have said to someone like Nicholas.

" You conniving liar, you lied to me all along,Vipon was right,you just want to kill me after I give you a heir,you claim you love me but it's all a lie,guess what ,I hate you more than ever,more than you can imagine"

I watched him rake his hands through his hair as I saw tears glide his eyes for the first time ...I was hurting him.

My innerself: go on girl

My body and mind: shut up and let him explain.

My innerself won the debate,
" I don't love you, no one will ever love you  ,you  want to kill me and I'll make sure I do that before you do, you have nothing but knives and daggers to love,that's why Dana left you, you're just a murderer, a heartless murderer,how can you kidnap an older woman"

Murderer, assassins don't like to be called that.i turned to look at Nicholas. His hair was messy,his eyes were bloodshot and he glared at me . Almost like he'd turn into a beast right now.

I covered my mouth with my hand and I began to sob.

" Get out, Felicia,I don't want to ever see you again,if you want to kill me you can come back and do so,I won't prevent you,go work for Vipon"

" I'm......."not even a thousand apologies could heal Nicholas now.he was long gone. I promised to remove his depression but I had made it worse.

" No don't talk,you've said it all, I'm a murderer,I have your mother, I don't deserve your love and even that of our child,you can go Felicia"

I wanted to protest but he turned to look at me.

" OUT NOW!!"

I scrambled out of the room and walked into mine.

Pacing up and down,I knew he didn't want me here again. He could kill me after all I said.

As if on cue,the boys entered my room.

" You should have listened to him, Nicholas might be doing some things but he has a good heart" Lance worsened my guilt.

" Your words have cut him deep,I'm not sure he'll be the same again, he wasn't broken even when Dana left him,he loves you Felicia" he continued.

" I'm sorry"

They shrugged. Mafia code #1

Anyone who hurts the boss hurts his family. And by family I meant these boys who were glaring at me.

" We're taking you back home,he's gonna give you child support and anything you need from there,I'm not sure he'll want to see you again" Darwin spoke up and for the first time ever,he had this cold tone to his voice.

Without a word he signalled the maids and Selina to come and help me pack.

Who was sacking me.?

Nicholas or myself?

*******

" Have a nice time with your non- murderers" Horatio called out once the car stopped in front of my parents house.

They were hurt.

Hurling my things in front of the door,I knocked once and Felix opened the door.

" What's wrong?"

"Nothing,just wanna come visit you"

" With all your luggages"

I smiled..he was trying to get me to talk

" Nick and I ..are ..not a thing anymore"

I didn't want to reveal the real reason.

"What about the child?"

" He's gonna take care of it"

He nodded lightly and took me up to the spare room .

Finally helping me clean up and get dressed ,he got me a cup of coffee.

" Where's Dad and Felicity"

" Dad's been distant since mom's death so he's gone to  walk and Felicity got a new job at a coffee shop downtown so she's starting work today"

" And you?"

" My boss told me to rest today and resume work next week,I told him about mom"

I chewed my inner cheek,not wanting to spill out the information that Nicholas has my mom.

I sighed.

You're a murderer.

I hate you more than you can imagine.

Those words sank deep into me. I shouldn't have said that.

Felix sent me a warming look and hugged me.

" Everything will be fine sister,I love you okay"

That's why he was my favorite sibling.

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Felicia 😪😪😪😪😪😪