Là Vengaza

∆Twenty-seven∆

Felicia's Pov

I pushed Jason back only to see Nicholas staring at us with a hazy look.

Jason cleared his throat and got up to leave.

" No,I'm sorry for interrupting"Nick, apologized and left in a hurry.

I was furious but i didn't even know why.

" Why did you kiss me?"

" I wanted to check if you really have feelings for someone else"

" Who?"

" Nicholas"

" No I don't" I lied. I didn't even know what I felt for him but I had the urge to go and apologize for seeing me like this.

" I'm sorry for kissing you"

He left.

He left me with my thoughts.

I went downstairs..

Nicholas was sitting in the kitchen,with Louisa by his side.

" You'll be okay"

" No one loves me , Louisa,they all think I am a psycho,I am though but it's not my fault. "

" I love you"

Something tugged my heart. I knew I was jealous.

I cleared my throat and they looked up at me.

" I'll excuse you two" I didn't spare her a glance.

" You done,or you want sound proof rooms"

" It.....was just a mistake"..

" Why you telling me this"

To prevent you from suspecting anything?

" Nothing"

He nodded and continued with his drink.

" You and Louisa?"

" What about her?"

" Your girlfriend or lover"

" Why do you want to know"

I shrugged.

" You should go and sleep....it's late"

Somehow I wanted the psycho Nicholas back.

I took a glass of water a poured it all over his dress.

Silence

Silence

Then he smirked. I tried to run but he caught me by the wrist and pinned me to the counter.

His hands grazed my cheeks and his eyes bore deep into mine.

Then he let go of me.

"You asked who , Louisa is to me?"

" Yeah,?"

" My wife to be"

Someway the words tore my heart up.

Jealousy?

*******

Louisa was in my room when I woke up,she had brought me breakfast. I tried to love her but what Nicholas said last night made me want to crash her skull.

" Good morning"

I didn't reply. Just nodded.

I didn't even know why I was jealous.

" Would you eat all now or later"

" Now"

" Miss are you...."

" It's fine you're dismissed louisa.,I'm sure the boss needs you" I stressed the 'needs'.

She nodded sadly and left.

I decided to lie down and think of something to do.

Nicholas entered my room and stared down at me. He hadn't slept this evening because of the huge bag under his eyes.

He still looked good.

" We're going back to LA"

" What,so soon"

" Sì Bambina" ( Yes baby)

" Okay I'll pack and be down in a few "

From  Italy to Spain and back to LA...I felt like some refugee.

Louisa came to help me pack.

" You also coming with us to LA"

"My place is here Miss"

" I don't understand,you two are supposed to get married"

She had a bewildered look on her face. Then she burst out laughing.

She laughed till tears came to her eyes and I stood there feeling stupid.

" Did you believe him"

" Well I saw how you told him you love him"

" My definition of love for Nicholas is not how you define yours"

I sighed.

" I don't get you"

" Tu no Capisci"(You don't understand).

" Then let me understand" I snapped.

" Nicholas is my step son , Felicia" she laughed.

She didn't look that old.

" Yes,I don't look old because, Hernando Married me at a young age"

I gasped.

" So why you here and not Italy"

" El Santana is one of my husband's favorite houses...I love coming here"

I nodded.

" I'm sorry for my outburst"

" It's okay to be jealous over the one you love"

I shook my head to protest

" You think you don't love Nicholas because you can't define love your self"

She continued.
" You think Love is marriage, children and happily ever after just like how others describe,you are the only person that can define love to yourself and find it"

" Let me give you an assignment,try remembering all the men in your life,the one who has given you heart ache, sleepless night thinking of him, the on and off Feeling between love and hate and most importantly how your heart beat to each man's response"

" Then you can come and tell me what love is"

I nodded and those words.

I was deep in thought when she finished talking and excused herself.

I remembered my first crush Darren,he cheated on me but I surprisingly got over him in just a day. Then Willy,he made me love him but it's funny how I never really thought of him. Then Jason, he was cool,fun,his kiss was fun but no tingles.

Then Nicholas.

The first time we met,my heart skipped twice,I fought with him,I thought of him countless times. I regained my memory only to find him as my fake husband. He's hurt me alot but I can't let go of him neither can I stop thinking of him.

Could it be???

No he's not the one.

I needed to find what love is.

I picked up my bags and went downstairs to the Waiting car .
.I waved at Louisa before Nicholas took the place beside me.
Jason sat in front and I assumed Darwin, Andy and Horatio were in the second car.

I placed my hand on my small baby bump and sighed.

Nick's child.

I slept dreaming of walking in LA hand in hand with all the guys in my life.

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