Surviving ➳ bellamy blake

twenty ➳ shit

My ears start ringing due to the loud noise of the impact. Out of the corner of my eye, I see Clarke reaching out to her mother who was reaching out to me.

"Mom." Clarke tries to get her mother's attention.

"Reina. Are you okay?" I hear Abby ask me. As soon as she said that, I felt the pain hit my stomach. I gasped out clutching my stomach.

"No. No. No." I mumbled over and over again.

"Reina?" Abby asks again.

"It's hurts so bad." I gasped out in pain. I feel liquid start to seep in my pants, "Shit, Abby." I say to the woman who then begins to notice. Her eyes widened.

"Miscarriage." She mutters. I feel the tears start to form and make its way down my cheeks.

"What do I do?" I ask, fearfully.

"We have to wait it out. We can't do anything about it now, Reina. It's gone." As soon as the words went out of her mouth, I break down, even more.

"We can't be here. We have to go." Clarke says to us, painfully. Abby suddenly faces her daughter with a grave look on her face.

"You knew." She mutters out the words, "You knew and you let this happen?"

"We had no choice." Clarke told her.

"So many people. Our people." Abby tells her.

"No. We had to protect Bellamy. Without him..." Clarke tries to explain herself.

"Oh. Stop it. I don't want to hear it." Abby interrupts her daughter.

"Mom.." Clarke tried to reach out to her mother.

"Tell me this was Lexa. Please Clarke. Tell me this wasn't you." Abby asks her, a look of pain masked on her face.

"I wish I could." I gasped at the newfound information. "You can't tell anyone about this. If anyone found out that we knew, the alliance of the 12 clans will break. We'll lose the war." Clarke looks at her mother and I.

"You crossed the line." Abby says, stepping back.

"Mom." Clarke tries to reach out.

"Their blood is on your hands, and even if we win, I'm afraid you won't be able to wash it off this time. Don't worry. Your secret's safe with me." Abby says, then leant down to help me. I gasped in pain as she helped me up.

"Mom. Wait. Mom." I hear Clarke trying to call out to us as Abby helped me limp back to Tondc. I can hear people crying and moaning as we neared the destination. I gasped as I looked around to see collapsed buildings, fire, madness.

"What's going on?" Octavia asks as she runs up to us. I look at her with my tear stricken face.

"Octavia." I cry out, launching myself, as best as I could into her arms. She hugged me back surprised.

"What?" She asks, confused.

"I lost it." I muttered over and over again. Octavia led me over to a pit and leant us against some broken ruin. She stroked my hair for the time being, but soon quickly became tired of me mumbling the same things.

"Lost what, Reina?" She asks me, looking me in the eyes.

"Munchkin." I cry out, "Munchkin's gone." I tell her. She gasps in shock. I see the tears start to form in her eyes, which only made me cry harder.

"What happened?" She asks me.

"The impact of the missile. I fell and hit a rock. Munchkin's gone, and I haven't even met him or her yet." I cry.

"Oh my god." She mutters in shock. The pain in my stomach was no match to the pain I felt inside for losing my kid. Octavia and I sat quietly, crying.

"You have to go help the others." I say after a while. Octavia nods and slowly starts to stand up.

"Are you going to be okay?" She asks me.

"The pain in my stomach will pass. I think so." I tell her, partially lying. I don't think I'll be okay after losing my child. Octavia nods at me, unconvincingly, but left nonetheless to help those in need. I leant back and my tears start to cascade down my cheeks more freely.

After a while, gunshots begin to ring out in the air. I look around, shocked. Octavia, Lincoln, and some other grounders begin to run to my direction.

"What's going on?" I ask Octavia.

"The spotter's here to shoot everyone else." Octavia replied to me as Lincoln laid a figure down. Indra.

"Lincoln. You must stop the bleeding." Nyko says to the grounder. Lincoln nods before applying pressure to Indra's wound. She squirmed out of Lincoln's grasp.

"Indra, let me help you." Lincoln tells her.

"No." The grounder spat out.

"What do we do?" I ask to no one in particular. A grounder rolled his eyes before hopping up, trying to make a run for it.

"No." Octavia tries to warn him but a bullet flies by and hits the grounder in the chest, killing him instantly.

"We're trapped." I mutter.

"I say we use the sky girl to draw fire." A grounder woman spoke.

"You got a problem?" Octavia asks her aggressively.

"Yes. You are the bringers of death." the grounder replied. A clanging sound can be heard from under the ruins below.

"Someone's alive down there." Abby gasps and disappears into the ruins before any of us could protest.

"What are we going to do? We can't move." Nyko asks, looking around.

"I'm going for the shooter. I'll sound the horn when it's done." Lincoln tells us. We all looked at Lincoln.

"All right, my friend." Nyko gives him a look.

"I'm going with you." Octavia tells Lincoln.

"No. Nyko needs you here." Octavia nods and he leaves, avoiding the shooter, successfully, thankfully.

"What can I do?" Octavia asks Nyko.

"Pressure here." Nyko orders Octavia and she does exactly that.

"This is my village. You're the chief second. Save our people." I hear Indra tell Octavia.

"We're pinned down, and the other seconds won't follow me." Octavia tells her.

"So make them." Indra tells her before turning quiet.

"Indra?" Octavia asks, shaking the woman.

"She's loosing too much blood." Nyko tells us.

"Indra. We have to do something." Octavia tries again.

"Thanks, Sky Girl, but there's nothing to do until the Sniper's dead." The previous grounder girl, whose names learnt was Caris, spoke.

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a/n

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I'm so sorry guys. I had to. 😂 I noticed that I can't really do anything with her pregnant, so I had to. I'm sorry!

Also, sorry the scene is really badly written, as you can see, I don't really know a thing about miscarriages. So, please bear with me, and just go along with the things I say in the chapter and the next chapters to come, okay? Okay. Thanks guys. 😂

I just watched episode 13 and shit. I'm not ok. They going in. 😂 I've been angry the past couple hours bc I now have to wait a week before the next episode comes out. Do you know how much that sucks? It's sucks badly. Omg I can't. Anywho,

Until next time,
With love,
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