Surviving ➳ bellamy blake

twenty seven ➳ please tell me you're joking

I watched as everyone walked into camp. Finally, home at last. I see that Clarke was lingering behind. I grabbed Bellamy's hand and pulled him towards Clarke.

"I think we deserve a drink."Bellamy tells her as we reached her.

"Have one for me." She replies, looking at the Arkers.

"Hey. We'll get through this, Clarke." I tell her, pulling her into a hug.

"I'm not going in." She states, bluntly.

"What?" I ask in disbelief.

"Look, if you need forgiveness, I'll give that to you. You're forgiven. Please come inside." Bellamy tells her, looking at her with pleading eyes.

"Take care of them for me." She says.

"Clarke.." I say turning to her, tears evident in my eyes.

"No. Seeing their faces everyday is just gonna remind me of what I did to get them here." She says.

"What we did. You don't have to do this alone." Bellamy tells her. She looks at the people, her mother mostly.

"I bear it so they don't have to." Clarke says.

"Where are you gonna go?" I ask her.

"I don't know." She replies, then leans in to plant a kiss on Bellamy's cheek and pulls him into a hug. She pulls back and pulls me into one.

"Don't go Clarke." I mumble into her shoulder.

"I'm sorry, Reina. For everything." She says, "Tell him. I didn't because it wasn't my place to." She tells me. I nod as Bellamy looks confused as to what she's saying.

"I will." I say, trying to smile, for her.

"May we meet again." She mutters and turns to leave.

"May we meet again." Bellamy and I mutter to her retreating figure. Bellamy turns to look at me.

"What did she mean, Reina? Her not telling me something because it wasn't her place to?" Bellamy asks me. I started to walk to a fairly large rock and sat down. I gestured for him to do the same. He did.

"Do you remember the missile the mountain men shot at Tondc?" I ask him.

"Yeah?" He asks, confused as to why I brang it up.

"I was there." I tell him.

"What?" He asks, confused.

"I was there when the missile hit, Bellamy." I tell again.

"What does that have to do-"He stops abruptly, "Please tell me you're not telling me what I think you're trying to tell me." He pleads. His face falls as he reads my face. "Please tell me you're joking." He pleads again.

"I wish I was, Bell." I muttered, taking his hands in mines, "I was there with Abby. Clarke suddenly came up, saying that we had to go. I thought nothing of it, and followed her. We were a little bit from Tondc when the missile hit. The impact sent me flying. I hit a rock Bellamy. Munchkin didn't survive the hit. I couldn't do anything about it." I cried.

"No." Bellamy gasped, the tears starting to form in his eyes. Then he broke, the sobs flowed out of him. I pulled him into a hug, as we held onto each other needing the comfort of each other for the baby we lost.

"Our baby is gone, Bellamy." I muttered through my sobs.

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That's it! This is the end to this book! But it's not the end to Bellereina, I can assure you! When Season 3 comes back out, so does the first chapter to the next book.

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