"Midnight Howling" (COMPLETED)

Chapter 22.Choices

Tharn POV.:

The night is young but eerie, I look around to find Type but he is nowhere in sight. I understand his feeling, he never shows his vulnerable self in front of the pack, he has always been strong and that worries me. He never complains nor brings up the topic of being a luna.

It's been days that passed after the execution of Marco, my mate has been quiet. I will knock into his room only to find out that he was not there, I asked the members and his friends but they just shrugged, no one knows what my mates up to these past few days.

Walking through the trail down to the waterfall, it's his favorite spot but he is not here also, I tried to mind link him but it's closed, somethings is not right with him. Does he regret his decision on offering his father to us, does he feel unfair that finally, we get the justice that we have been longing for, we never talk since that day.

I stay in the fall thinking of what to do, I miss him so much that I'm go crazy if I didn't hold him now. Wolfrik is agitated also, knowing that his mate might be regretting all that happened it makes us anxious.

"Did you know that Raven has been cold to me lately? " Wolfrik informed me. I was surprised.

"What do you mean? " no! It can't be happening, did I mess up again.

"I don't know, I tried to approach him sometimes, but he just growls at me and didn't want to talk, he even shut his link to forbid me to talk to him. " Wolfrik sounds sad, he has never been this sad even with Grace wolf.

"We have to find them and have a serious talk! " he agrees,

I stand up and walk back to the pack, my heart soars when I saw Type, walking back, I fasten my step to reach him, but the moment I enter the house he is closing the door of his room already. What confused me more is that I don't smell his scent, he never let anyone smell him but I am his mate I should smell his scent to know his whereabouts if ever we can't connect our link.

I knock on his door but no answer, I heard his shower on so it means he's using it. So I just wait outside his room. "What is happening to you Type? "

I wait for a minute and knock again, this time he opened the door, I let myself in even he didn't say so. I held his hand to follow me, so he just close the door behind him, we sit on his bed.

I take a deep breath and face him. His eyes are cold, there is no emotion in there, a stoic face and scentless.

"Do we have a problem Type? I feel like you've been avoiding me these past days, you know you can tell me your problem right? We are mates remember? " the mention of mates makes his eyes close, I feel that he is hurt with the word. I creased my forehead. "What is this? "

He bites his lips and faces me, then he smiles. "No! It's not him"

"We are mates Tharn, but do I own your heart? Is it mine? The bond that we feel for each other never increased, it's there but weak! Your pack never claimed me as one of them, I don't feel your heart beating for me Tharn, she still owns this right? " he pointed to the part where my heart is. I can't find a word to say, all that he said makes sense, I never presented him, everyone knows he is a chosen one and my mate but that's all.

He bites his lower lip again, heaves a sigh then holds my hand.

"Areyah said I need to start my training as a chosen one, I need to prepare for the red moon that will happen soon. So I want to ask a favor! " he squeezed my hand and put a smile on his lips.

"W-what? What is it? "
"no, don't say it, don't say it, please!. My breathing became heavy, why did I let my emotion hurt you Type." I said to myself.