And Now I'm Nothing → Kellic

Lord A-hole

- Kellin's P.O.V - 

I've gotten so used to having Vic's hand pressed up against mine that right now I feel very uncomfortable, the idiot had decided to get after school detention- again. I'm not sure how he manages to get on the nicest teachers' bad side, then again, I'm not really sure how he manages to do anything. 

Anyway, I had about forty minutes to kill, more or less. 

"Hi!" a high pitched voice called out. 

I looked down, being met with a short girl with big eyes, "Hey?" I frowned, when'd she get here? Probably too tiny for me to notice, "Are you lost?" I asked seriously, maybe she's lost her parents or something...

She tilted her head to the side, "Why would I get lost at a school that I go to?" she asked, blinking an excessive amount of times. 

"I don't know," I shrugged, "You don't look like you're in high school though," I mumbled. 

She pursed her lips thoughtfully, then suddenly ran across the hall, jumping on one of the benches that was set in front of the library, "How about now?" an accomplished grin spread across her face. 

My eyebrows shot up, "Wow, you're actually normal-human sized!" I exclaimed in astonishment. 

A frown fell onto her face, "What're you trying to say," she jumped off of the bench, sprinting over to stand right in front of my face...or stomach-chest? "Kellin?" she smirked. 

"Oh, you know my name? What's yours?" I smiled sheepishly. 

She seemed to loose her composure for a couple of seconds, before suddenly sprouting back up, "The name is not important for I shall not befriend thou," she stumbled over her words. 

"You suddenly went dialect," I stated, surprised. What if the girl standing in front of me was some sort of prodigy? I mean with her height, she could be a middle schooler! Then again, short people have been popping up from all over for some reason.

"I'm a junior." she pouted, analyzing the look I was giving her, "Jeez, you're giving it all away with your face! You probably think I'm super smart, huh, huh?" her eye twitched, weirdly, "And it's not me who's short, it's you who's tall." she stated, crossing her arms over her chest. 

"That's nice..." I spoke absentmindedly. Where's Vic? I kind of really wanna see Vic right now- maybe I should go look for him? "Well, I'll see ya," I dismissed myself, already beginning to walk off in search of Vic. 

I was able to hear the girls' footsteps close behind me, but that was it. Since my mind was already set on one, and only one person. Man, I feel like I'm in too deep now. How's our relationship going to be two years from now? What about five? 

It's pretty weird how the guy who started off as a pest has made this much of an impact on my thoughts, he's all over them all day- it's very...nice. Usually when he's not around I'm wondering why not, and when he is, I'm wondering when the next time we'll be together will be. Am I sick? I've also realized that whenever he touches me I start feeling all warm and fuzzy on the inside. I should probably go and get myself checked, shouldn't I? 

"Kellin!" the root of all of my worries called out, right before I was able to call my mom to get some answers. 

I smiled, a light shade of red spreading onto my cheeks as soon as I laid eyes on him, "Hey, are you almost done here?" I asked, trying to hide my sudden shyness. 

Am I just now becoming self-aware of something I should've realized a long time ago? Well, I'd have to know what it is I'm becoming aware of first, no? It's probably the fact that Vic's so very attractive, or maybe it's his butt. Probably both. His personality is also a very attractive, yet weird feature. 

"-ellin, Kellin, Kellin, Kell-" 

"I love you." I stated bluntly, somehow only being able to see Vic and nobody else, that girl from earlier had disappeared as well. Is this what my mom's always going off about? It feels surprisingly good, compared to what she described it as. 

"Wait, wha-huh?" Vic stared at me with wide eyes, "What's that all about, all of a sudden?" he chuckled nervously, a frightened look in his eyes. 

Am I getting ahead of myself right now? Maybe this is what my mom was saying when she'd mentioned them getting scared off, this has nothing to do with lesbians, what do I do!? Think quick! 

"I-I was kidding! Oh, man you should've seen the look on your face," I shook my head, a fake smile spread across my face, "Uh, anyway- I just came to let you know that I was leaving already. So, I'll see you later, or whatever," I bit my lip, my body feeling heavy with every subtle movement I made. 

Maybe this is what my mom had warned me about? 

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- Vic's P.O.V - 

I stood still as I watched Kellin walk away, should I follow him? It would make sense to, although I'm pretty sure he wouldn't want me to... I'm not sure how to handle this kind of situation. 

"You're stu-pid." Mike's voice came from behind me, "That was pretty messed up, he finally confessed his love for you and you go and do that? I'm ashamed to call you my brother," he grimaced. 

I placed my hand over his mouth quickly, "Shut up!" I hissed, "That's what Jaime's wanted to happen all along, if he finds out he'll surely-" 

"-Make you two break up," the last person I wanted to hear from finished my sentence for me, "Aren't you relieved Vic, you can finally leave him and go date as many girls as you please," Jaime laughed. 

I kept my eyes trained on my shoes, not wanting to see the stupid smirk that was probably laid across his face. 

Mike seemed to get the hint, "Let's go Vic, mom said she was making...food today," he mumbled, putting his hand on my back to lead me away. 

"Hey Vic, if you have no plans in letting him know about the bet, I'll be more than happy to do it," Jaime spoke up, "How's...tomorrow sound? I can get him off of your hands as soon as you want," he chuckled. 

I bit my lip in frustration, "How about we put the whole bet- dare, whatever behind us?" I asked, "Not like it matters anyway, right? This was all just for fun, and-" 

"Oh, but it does matter," he cut me off, "Do you really think I'd go through all of this trouble for something that didn't matter? That would just be a waste of time," he frowned. 

I clenched my fists in frustration, "I got a job..." I mumbled, "I'll give you everything I've saved up if we just put this all behind us," 

"Vic-" Mike sounded surprised. 

Jaime chuckled, "That sounds like a nice offer, but I'm not really interested. From the beginning I've only had one goal, and I'll be damned if I don't see that goal get accomplished," he grinned mischeviously, "I hadn't planned for you to get hurt too though, I somehow feel like I'm killing down two birds with one stone here, seriously! Don't you think you kind of deserve it, though? I mean, what kind of sick person agrees to doing something like this?" he asked, sounding petrified. 

"What kind of sick person actually suggests it?" I retorted. 

Mike glanced at the both of us, seeming unsure of what to do, "Let's go Vic, your shift starts in-" 

"I'm quitting." I spoke monotaniously, "Whatever though, I'm going home- wake me up...next year or something," I waved them off. 

Where things destined to turn out like this from the beginning? 

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this is almost ending...almost. but there will be a sequel for those of you who want to read it, just a little fyi. 

this isn't actually how i had this chapter planned out in my head, but as soon as i started typing i couldn't stop and jeez, i'm reallllllllly sorry. 

wow jaimes a dic k though