Dear Dean,
Back from the store! Tonight it's lasagna. I hope it tastes good. Sam hasn't come home yet. I'm worried. It's already going on 7 o'clock.... It shouldn't have taken this long.I guess I should start dinner anyway so it's done when he gets home. Well Dean, god I miss you. I just want to be with you. The thought never leaves my mind. I just imagine it some nights when I can't sleep... I know I shouldn't but I can't help it I don't wanna leave Sam either... But I don't wanna be without you. Life is hard Dean... I think about hurting myself again and I need something to dull the pain.
