Dear Dean
Sam questioned why I was wearing a sweater in 90 degree weather. I told him because it is your sweater and it feels like your hugs. He smiled and left it at that. I heard him crying last night. and I went out to comfort him. He was talking about all the great times you two had growing up, even though you both fought a lot. You two seemed really close. He is so lost without his big brother. He looked up to you. We all did. I don't think you understand how many people really cared. Well, it's a warm day out and Sam offered to take me to dinner. I only ate breakfast today and the two meals yesterday went well. I'm going to try again. We both love you Dean.
Love, Cas
