Dear Dean,
Goodmorning sunshine. It's very sunny and beautiful out today. It reminds me of you. Sam made me breakfast this morning. It was very nice of him. I felt bad because I couldn't eat it all. I had a nightmare last night.. I woke up screaming... I think I scared Sam. It was you Dean. I saw you in my nightmare laying next to me with your thraot slit and blood everywhere. You were saying my name but it was coming out all... I don't know. You were choking on blood. I'm gonna see if Sam wants to go out today. Just to do something... Anything. Well, I'm going to ask him quick. Talk to you later. I love you.
Love, Castiel
Dear Dean,
So, Sam and I went to the movies tonight. We also talked about our old great memories with you. Garth called. I didn't talk to him long. He just kept asking if I was okay. I'm not okay but I wan't people to stop asking. Some people think I'm happy though. Dumbasses. Letting you go was the hardest thing ever. Anyways. I wish I could hear about how your days are going. I really hope you're happier up there. That's all I care about. Is your happiness. Well, sorry today's letters were short. I love you Dean. Never forget me, 'cause I'll never forget you.
Love, Castiel
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