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Dear Dean,

Good morning Sunshine! I was just going through a box of pictures and I found one of you, Sammy, and I from Christmas last year. You looked soo happy. I still don't understand why you were so sad to kill yourself. Your smile, so bright and big. And your eyes, they were so green and shiny like the Christmas lights in the background. Sometimes when I close my eyes I see your green ones smiling back at me. It's the best sight in the world. So Dean, you behaving yourself in heaven? I tell you all these things about me and my day but never ask about you. So tell me Dean. What's been on your mind? What do you do up there? I did some laundry this morning. Now I'm going back through the pictures. I found one of us. I'm kissing you on the cheek and you have a goofy smile on your face. Haha. It's lovely. Well I guess I should go wake Sam up. It's funny. Usually he's the one waking me up. Talk to you later Dean. 

                                                                Love, Cas

Dear Dean,

You actually visited him? You really went to see him? That's great! He seemed so nervous telling me for some reason. I'm glad he did though. But I'm even more glad that you went to see him. He is really happy but sad at the same time. He has tears in his eyes, he said you guys talked, but wouldn't tell me what about. Do you think you could do it more often? I know it's a lot to ask but it really helps us get through the day. Just seeing you. Even for 3 minutes. We miss you so much Dean. I start work tomorrow so I should probably get some sleep. Goodnight Babe. I love you. 

                                                                Love, Castiel 

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