Dear Dean,
How was your day dear? Mine was long and stressful. I wish you were here to cuddle with me. A nice back massage from you would be great as well. That's just one of the many things that I miss. When can I see you again? Please come back to me. I want to dream of you again. Why is it so hard? Why is this so hard? I don't like human feelings Dean. It hurts. After months it still hurts. You know what? I'm pathetic. I was so used to spending my every moment with you. I never knew how to be dependent. I never tried things by myself. I was never alone (Except for a few times) and now, now I'm just a helpless baby and all I want is my Dean back to take care of me. God, I'm pathetic. I'm sorry Good night Dean.
Love, Cas
