Dear Dean,
I'm so angry! People won't leave me alone. Everybody says I need to talk about it, that I need to move on. They don't know anything. They don't know how hard it is. People say I should get professional help. I don't wanna talk to anybody anymore. This is your fauly Dean. If you would have just told me, if you would have never killed yourseld I wouldn't be in this position right now! Writing you this stupid letter!
-Cas