Dear Dean,
I'm sorry about what I said the other days. I didn't mean it You know that right? Anyways, I told Sam to stop coming over. I don't want to see anyone. Not even him. I was thinking about you last night. It actually felt like you were with me. I heard your voice whispering in my ear to be strong and I felt your arms around me. Yeah, sounds crazy doesn't it. But it's true. Maybe I just miss you too much. I made your favorite lunch today. Grilled cheese sandwich with grapes and pie. I'm actually eating okay now. One meal a day is better than none. I should get going. I love you Dean Winchester. I love you with all my heart. You will always be number one and I'll never move on.
Love, Cas
