I'm all alone in this world

Im not sure

Melina's P.O.V.

I woke up in the middle of the night crying and then quieted myself down remembering Sean was over at the house. I pulled the blanket off of me and got up quietly keeping it draped around my shoulders for warmth. Then stopped the music playing on my phone and tiptoed to the door. I opened it quietly and took a step outside. The scent of autumn blew wildly and I inhaled the scent. I closed the door as carefully as I could trying to make sure it didn't creak. I sat down on the small step ignoring the cold concrete. I laid my head in my hands trying to take control of my thoughts without cutting. Tears were pouring out of my eyes falling one after another. "Stop it you're fine" I said to myself hoping it would help. I was starting to hyperventilate. Taking to deep or too small of breaths. All of a sudden I felt something buzz. I figured it was my stomach but then it buzzed again. It was my phone. I looked down at it to see that Justin had texted me. Its over bitch. Great, added to the mood. I replied with oh and checked my Instagram. It was filled with hate comments. It was full of stuff like "Why don't you just kill yourself" or "oh my god you look like a fucking pig" and "awe poor things gonna cut herself, don't do that, just fucking kill yourself". I closed the app not wanting to see everything. I stood up and shoved my phone into my jacket pocket. The only thing that helped was cutting and running. I got up and started to run drowning out my thoughts. I ran for about a mile before I decided to head back home. It took me a while to figure out how to get home but I eventually did. Sean was sitting down outside learning in his hand. I skidded to a stop when I saw him. About three yards away from my house and he hasn't noticed me, good. I tiptoed towards the house at an angle making sure he wouldn't see me. As you can imagine you can't exactly be quiet when there are leaves and tree branches covering the ground. "Melina" Sean asked lifting his head up. I cringed still in a tiptoe position. "Hi" I replied with an awkward smile. I stood back up into a normal position and fixed my shirt. He moved to the right and pat the cold ground next to me. I walked over taking in deep breaths for air. "What are you doing up" we asked at the same time. I nodded my head to him gesturing that he should go first. "Well I had to go take a piss and then I noticed you weren't here so I decided to wait for you" he shrugged. "I guess it's my turn to go right" I laughed. Sean smiled slightly and nudged me in the arm. "Just went for a short run, helps me calm down" I half lied. He nodded his head again. "Too early for conversation" he smiled sleepily. I laughed at that. "Lets get back inside" one of us said. I was too tired too remember who. All I remember was going back inside and passing out on the couch. "Melina it's time to get up we overslept" Sean said waking me up. I groaned and rolled onto my side. All of a sudden the blanket was torn off of me. The attempt to wake me up didn't work and I pulled my legs to go my chest for warmth. Sean rolled his eyes and walked over to the back of the couch. All of a sudden I felt my body weight shift and then I fell off the couch. "What the hell" I mumbled to myself. I looked back up to see that Sean had tipped the couch so I would fall out of it. I flipped him off in frustration and started getting ready. I opened the door to find an annoyed looking Wren waiting for me. "What are you doing here" I asked confused. Wren ignored my question and pushed past me. "What the hell you can't just barge in here, I could call the cops on you" I threatened. He flipped me off. "Rude" I thought to myself. "What the hell is he doing here" Wren asked grabbing Sean by the collar of his shirt. "Hey let him go" I yelled. "What she said" Sean replied. "Awe need Melina to fight for you" Wren said letting go. Sean didn't say anything but he glared at Wren. "What do you want Wren" I asked calming myself down. "To find out why the hell this ass is at your house when you walk with me" Wren glared. "It's none of you're business why he's here and because you've gone mad" I said rolling my eyes. He narrowed his eyes at that. Then punched Sean in the eye.

___________________________okay sorry for such a short chapter. Tell meh what Ya think though