I'm all alone in this world

Love feels like war

Jack POV

"I need to come to your house sometime" Melina smiled to herself. I was kind of shocked by that but also pleased. Not knowing if I was imagining things because my stupid hormones couldn't fucking calm down I cursed to myself silently. "What" I asked. "No no no not for that" she stuttered freaking out. It was adorable. I mean cute gah god damn it stupid brain. I can't like her remember. I internally groaned. "I wasn't thinking that you dirty mind" I played it off slyly. I got on her bed and moved close to her face. Wrens words wrong through my ears, someone's got a crush. "Unless you want to" I smiled deviously. I moved even closer desperately wanting to kiss her. God I swear my " horny teenager side" is overwhelming. I would have kissed her on the lips but I was worried that one of the guys might have come in. "No no no no no no" she repeated over and over. I let out a small laugh. You could shut her up with a nice hot kiss on the lips you know. But what if she didn't like me like that. I decided a kiss on the cheek was better. I moved quickly and kissed her sweetly. Her cheek was soft, plus from the small whiff I got her hair smelt good, like strawberries. God my penis needed to calm down. I took a deep breath. The guys walked in.
~~~ "Stupid Sean" I mumbled throwing darts at my dart board at home. Ever since we found out we both "like" Melina. Which I totally don't I'm just confused. I groaned for what had to have been the thousandth time today. "Bullseye" I grinned in satisfaction plucking the dart out of the board. I looked around my room. I had a half finished cosplay guitar I could work on. That sounded good, relaxing. I placed the darts in a smiley face on the board before working on the axe guitar. It was Marciline/Marshallees' guitar from adventure time. Fucking love that show. I had the body axe part already cut up and put together and the cut out needed for the head. I grabbed the cork and cardboard from under my bed and got to work using my exactoknife to cut the cork placing everything together to form the neck. Once I finished that I put glue on the bottom and opened the bottom axe part and slid it in carefully and waited for everything to dry. Then contined with the project by attaching the head of the guitar and adding cardboard the the sides of the neck for less choppiness. I poked 4 holes in the cardboard for the head and then glued them to the side of it. I later attached small wooden screws spray painted silver as tuning pegs. Of course after covering everything in sight with newspaper and painting it the two shades of red it was supposed to be. I however didn't have some supplies I needed for extra details. I'll have to buy it later I mumbled to myself. The project so far had taken two hours to do. It was entirely worth it though. I sighed happily and passed out on my bed. I woke up at to my alarm blaring at 7:00am. I groaned and got out of bed unhappily. I stripped down to my boxers and hummed along to the radio. I could hear my mom playing it from her room. I got dressed quickly throwing on a pair of blue jeans, my 'my brain is 99% song lyrics shirt', a gray beanie, and a pair of vans. "I could ride my motorcycle for once" I mumbled under my breath. I decided to go with that after eating breakfast with my family. When I arrived I met up with the guys who were talking to Mel. I shook my head thinking I was seeing things, Nope still there. She was giggling at something they said then blushed bright red. Andrew had his arm draped over her shoulder. She let out a dramatic swoon. Andrew glanced over quickly to see that I was watching. He whispered something in her ear and she nodded. Andrew cupped her face and kissed her. I ran over fists clenched. The both started cracking up. "What the hell" I screeched. "What you wanted a fake stage kiss too" he asked laughing like crazy. "I can give on to you for free" Melina giggled. "What the hell" I repeated angry as fuck. "Come here" she laughed softly. I walked over and she cupped my face, "can you Uh bend down some so I can reach you better". I nodded bending my knees some. She placed her thumbs over my lips and kissed them. "Voila stage kiss I'd do the whole motion and stuff but you're taller. Andrew says I'm the perfect height for this" she beamed. The bell rang and then rang again. Thats when I woke up. "Where the hell did I learn to stage kiss" I mumbled. I got dressed and whatnot then headed to school. When I got there my friend were all there and Mel was not which was normal. I pinched myself to make sure I was awake this time and winced at the pain. Yea definitely awake. "Hey Andrew did you ever teach me to stage kiss" I asked wanting to know. "Uh no are you gay" he asked very confused. "Nah but had the weirdest fucking dream ever last night".

"Who owns the black night train out front. It's nice" Sean asked coming up behind me. I grinned, "someone with blonde hair, green eyes, an okay body, oh and who kissed Mel yesterday". "Huh don't know anyone like that" Sean stated looking around. "I really wanna punch you sometimes" I groaned. By now everyone knew he had cancer, we had an assembly on it yesterday. "Ah but you can't" he grinned triumphantly. I mocked him silently under my breath. Someone covered my eyes and in a weird voice said "Guess who". "Melina?" Shit the guys wouldn't let me off the hook if it wasn't her. I turned around to find Wren. Shit shit shit shit shit. "Oh god no" Wren laughed. "So what was your dream about last night" Andrew asked wiggling his eyebrows. "Oh god did you have a wet dream" Wren laughed. "No and shut up" I blushed bright red. The entire time we were outside all we talked about was me and how to make me want to punch every single one of them in the face. The school day was going by incredibly fast today which was strange for me because it never does. So when it was over in what felt like five minutes I was shocked. I hopped on my bike alone as Melina got in the car with Sean and curled up in a ball. "She must be tired" I mumbled to myself. "Just follow us" Sean said rolling down the window. I waited for him to pass by me before taking off myself.