I'm all alone in this world

The hospital

Sean P.O.V

I took a deep breath and looked over at Melina. She looked so calm. I could understand what it was like to sleep during the day all the time. Too many thoughts keep you up at night. I had been depressed for a while. That's why I always wanted everyone else around me to be okay. I would have had to gone to the hospital soon either way. I smiled at Melina and gave her a small kiss on her forehead. "I'm still awake" she mumbled. I felt heat rise to my ears. Yea, my ears it was a weird mutation with me but otherwise I was nearly completely normal. I was average height, was a huge fan of rock music, was pretty skinny, an had dark eyes. I wasn't too special. I was albino, had my own story, my parents were together, only had two disorders, exedra. I was just average. My mind was messed up however. The thoughts rarely ever went away when I had depression, but now I was happy-ish. I started up the car and we drove off to the hospital. I was getting to know how to get there. I had to go every other day back in college park and ever since we moved here too. We moved here because my doctor had moved here and he was the cheapest for my treatment needed. I turned on the radio making sure it was low. After a few songs You Found me by The Fray came on and I silently singed along. "I found god on the corner of first and Amistad, where the west was all but won. All alone, smoking his last cigarette. I said where you been, he said ask anything. Where were you when everything was fallin' apart? All my days were spent by the tellephone, it never rang and all I needed was a call that never came." I let out a smile and stopped at the stop light and continued humming the song. I looked over at Melina who apparently was smiling but stopped when she noticed I stopped singing. I smiled even brighter starting to sing softly again seeing her smile return. I returned my eyes to the road noticing the light was green and continued down the road. I heard Melina hum barely above a whisper but I listened to every vibration she made. I thought about how my dad would sing to me to calm me down when I was little. It was my happy spot that put me at ease. After a while we arrived at Anne arundel hospital. I pulled into a parking spot and turned the engine off. "Melina were here" I whispered nudging her soldier. She swat at my arm sheepishly. "Come on sleepy head" I smiled shaking my head. "Mhnggh" she mumbled. I laughed and got out of the car. I walked over to her door and tapped on the window. She sat up tired and I waved. Melina stuck her middle finger up at me. I bent over laughing. "Fine I'm coming" she made out from the inside of the car. She opened the door and I held out my hand for her. She shook her head and got up on her own. I closed the door for her and we walked into the hospital together. We walked up to the front desk and told the front desk lady we were looking for a Mrs.Mackeoly. She told us to go upstairs to floor 3 and to room 302. I held my breath. Regular therapy was on floor 5 but group therapy was on floor 3. "Are you coming or what" Melina asked pulling on my arm. "Yea I am sorry" I said following her to the elevator. We got in, luckily being the only two in there. Melina pressed the button for the third floor. She seemed excited but I could see the worry in her eyes. "You okay" I asked concerned. "Huh yea, just going to be nice seeing her sob-"she stopped herself. I thought for a minute before realizing she meant sober. "Yea" she said quietly. I hadn't realized I said that out loud. All of a sudden I realized I forgot about her story. The elevator door opened and I spotted my therapist Kelly. Unfortunately she noticed me too. "Sean" she called smiling. I felt my palms start to sweat and swore under my breath. "Who's that" Melina asked tilting her head to the left. "Uhm a close family friend" I lied "you go ahead okay". "Okay" she questioned before running off to find her moms room. I walked up to Kelly. "Hey Kelly" I said making a peace sign. "What are you doing here" she asked. "I brought my friend here to see her mom" I replied. "Was it that girl on the elevator" she asked wiggling her eyebrows. "Yes" I laughed. "Somebodies got a crush" she said singsong like. "I thought you weren't suppose to make comments like that" I said nudging her. "Only in therapy" she said sticking out her tongue. "So how have you been, it's good to see your full grown hair again" she said getting serious. "I've been getting more and more bruises lately but that's nothing new and I might have to have a bone marrow transplant soon" I sighed. "Already, but your cancer just sparked up again a few weeks ago" she sounded shocked. "Unfortunately yea" I frowned. "Well I need to talk to the little ones but I'll see you tomorrow" she said giving me a weak smile. I nodded my head before walking off. That was my "disorder" I was diagnosed with leukemia.

Okay I apologize for any spelling errors and surprise cancer. Hehhhhh don't hate me. If anyone's reading this please tell me what you think. Sorry about such the late update I've been really really busy. So things are getting better and worse for both characters so far. Should I do more Sean P.O.Vs or.... Well I've probably posted by now so you may read ahead. I want an opinion before I post though if possible.