"Hi can we talk?" umangat ang tingin ko mula sa plates na nasa harapan ko
I'm currently nakalupagi sa sala namin may mga plates na naman ako na dapat tapusin today
Gulo gulo ang gamit ko dito sa lapag maski pati yata ako ay not presentable enough
But still beautiful
"Uhm s-sige po T-tita" I'm scared I just want to run away pero kasi she's going to be my Mother-In-Law in the not so near future
Yes Tita Kharmin just asked me if I can talk to her. Here in our very own house. Sinadya nya talaga ako dito. This is really important I suppose.
Pero yung kaba ko yata ay hanggang lalamunan ko na gusto kong sumuka na hindi ko maexplain
Nagpunta kami sa pool area nagpaprepare pa ko ng food.
I shifted my seat to find my comfortable state pero kahit ata tumambling at mahiga ako dito ay hindi talaga uubra
I'm so scared huhu
"About what happened few weeks back" paninimula nya
I know she's bring that up
Aawayin nya ba ko? Or papalayuin kay Reign
Nasaktan talaga ako na ayaw nya sakin para sa anak nya
She's intenty looking at me na para bang maling kilos ko ay bubulagta ako sa kinauupuan ko
Ganon ka intense
"I'm ahm sorry" umiwas sya ng tingin kaya lalo akong napatitig
"P-po?" medyo nagulat kong sagot
I wasn't expecting that ofcourse
"I'm sorry I made a reckless decision and ruining your relationship with my daughter. I'm such a bad mother"
Nagulat ako ng una unahang lumabas ang luha mula sa mga mata nya
Nakayuko sya at hinahayaang tumulo ang luha nya
Natataranta naman akong lumapit sa kanya not knowing what to do
But nonetheless I hug her
Really tight, just how I comfort Reign in those days
"I'm really sorry Brielle please forgive me" she's sobbing soundly kaya naiiyak na rin ako
Alam nyo kung gano kababaw ang luha ko pag ganitong moment
And yes I'm crying too
"Tita even if you're not sorry you're forgiven, me and Reign loves you" humigpit ang yakap nya sakin at ramdam na ramdam ko ang pamamasa ng balikat ko since nakasando lang ako ngayon
She's like Reign
Seeking for solace
"D-do you think your Tito Rain and your Dad can forgive me too?"
Sumisikip ang dibdib ko habang nagtatanong sya ng mga ganong bagay
She's really in pain right now
Pakiramdam nya siguro ay lahat galit sa kanya
But we are only people
We are bound to make mistakes and learn from it
"I think they will forgive you"
Nakita kong papasok si Reign kung nasan kami
I saw how her eyes darted into her mother's back
I waved her it's fine bago pa sya may masabi o magawa na ikakulungkot na naman ni Tita
