Sarang's POV
What the hell just happened? Why did I do that? What is wrong with you Sarang?! Am I not over it? Am I not moved on still? I calmed myself down. I looked in the mirror to see my red face and puffy eyes from crying.
I sighed and throw the uncooked foods into the trash. Now I am confined in this small cottage with nothing to do. I can't call Hanbin and rant about this because I know what he's going to say. I cannot even speak about it. Just thinking about it exhausts me.
I scrolled over my social media accounts and decided to read an e-book on my phone. I finished the whole novel within 4 hours. I noticed it's already 5pm and I haven't eaten anything. I decided to cook some steak and pasta but I changed my mind. I am so lazy so I decided to have some instant ramen instead.
I decided to watch netflix and have beers at 7pm. It was okay, like before. I mean, I've been doing this for a really long time.
Taehyung's POV
After having a talk with Jin hyung, we ate lunch and played around until the evening. The others are very concerned about Sarang. So I told them the whole story.
" Well at first, I noticed that already. Like you've been distant to us. And when you and Sarang split up, I noticed that it's all because of Sowon " Jimin said
" Yeah he's right. It's like, you've been hypnotized you know? Like you would believe everything she says " Namjoon hyung said
" Hyung, we know that already. But Sarang, she thought she's wrong. She thought that the problem might be her. And also because you said that she's the main cause of your stress " Jungkook said
" I mean, maybe Sowon will shove some ideas in your mind then you will believe her because you're too clouded to think the other way. The truth " He added
" I - I don't know. But it's getting clearer now. I realized everything. And I have to talk about it with Sowon, I don't want her to control my life anymore. " I said
" Do you love Sowon? " Yoongi said and everyone is shocked
" She was important to me, I guess? "
" Do you love Sowon ? " He asked again
" Not like my love for Sarang " I said
" So you still love Sarang? " He asked again
" Hyung " I complained
" Answer "
" I - I don't know!! I was sure when I broke up with her. I was sure that I have fallen out of love. You guys were right, I wasn't better when she left. I was depressed and I thought it's because of work. But " I sighed
And they are all looking at me waiting
" But, when I saw her. She was fine. She was okay and that she looked like she moved on, my heart has been heavy since then. Maybe because of guilt. I guess? "
" Maybe because you still love her. And you're just too stupid to admit because you can't accept to yourself that you've been a fool over Sowon. You chose to believe in her and now you're regretting because you realized Sarang did not do anything wrong. And that, it's your fucking fault from the very start. You coward " Yoongi said
There. The real reason. The problem that I have figured out during my therapy.
" You knew? " I asked him
" We all knew about it. We all knew the problem and what went wrong. We just want you to figure it out yourself because you might not listen to us. " Namjoon said
