Sarang's POV
It's been 7 days. 7 freaking long days. I felt like I watched every show and read every book there is.
I'm not that person who's in social media 24/7 but I kinda miss it. I still haven't heard from Taehyung. And I don't want to.
Seol Hee unni calls me several times a day. She can't come in here because she's afraid if she goes out, appa and Si Eun might get infected.
I told her what happened in the groceries and that I still hasn't got out ever since. They're constantly asking me how am I or do I still have food and all that.
It's nice to have a little break tho. So I decided to call Hanbin through my landline.
" Hello? " He said
" When are you coming back? "
" In two weeks, why aren't you answering my calls tho? And I can't reach you. Is this you home phone? "
" I deactivated all of my accounts and yes this is my home phone "
" Taehyung messaged me the other night. Asking if I recently talked to you "
And then I told him the whole story. I just don't seem to understand why Taehyung is so mad at this very kind human being. I don't get it. I told Hanbin every single thing and the part where I heard Sowon in the grocery
" Aigoo, Sarang " He said
" Mwoooo "
" So what now? You're done with him? Or what? What do you want to happen? If you want to fix things between you and him, you two should communicate "
" I don't want to talk to him. Plus, he's so confusing. And I don't know the truth. I don't know what else to believe in anymore "
" That's why you need to talk to him! Ask him! "
" I can't. Well I mean not now. I don't want to. Plus, I am so freaking tired. I feel so stupid "
" You're not "
" I have to sleep now " I yawned
" It's 8pm Sarang. What the hell? "
" I have nothing else to do. I don't want to drink. As much as I want to, I can't. I made a promise that I'd only drink every week. "
" You can. But not too much okay? Call me whenever you need me "
" Ne "
" Bye "
We ended the call and I was left looking at the ceiling. With - of course the television being my only source of light.
I did not know what happened but I fell asleep so suddenly.
The days went by again and another week have passed. I am so relieved. It felt like I've been in rehab for so long. I decided to turn on the lights again.
Suddenly, I feel fine again.
I am not bothered by the fact that Taehyung exist. In fact I don't even know what's real anymore. I am just happy existing in my own lane.
I decided to walk to our house since it's so near.
I happily hummed while walking.
" Si Eun!! " I yelled when I saw her
" Unni?!! "
It's fine tho, they're sure I haven't got out for weeks. So I'm safe.
We all had lunch together. And Unni took a photo. There was a photo where Si Eun is trying to put some baked potatoes in my nose. And then me and appa, me and her and all of us.
" I really think you should move back in. You're so thin again " Appa said
" I'll consider it sometime " I smiled
" Are you happy? " He asked
" I think I am " I showed him my genuine smile and he just looked at me like he pity me
" Appa, I am. I woke up to day and suddenly I'm fine. You don't have to worry about me. I won't go back to that black hole again. I won't be alcoholic and I won't leave "
" I know. But take care of yourself. Eat and sleep properly " He said
" Move back in unni " Si Eun said
" Oh wait!! Look what I got!! " Seol Hee showed us the cake
She took a video of me while she's putting some icing on my nose " Yahhh!! " I yelled
" It's your punishment for disappearing " She said
And appa also took a photo of us his three girls. I don't know if he posted it or sent it to someone but it's okay.
We spent 2 hours in the dining table. Eating, talking about things and what's gonna happen.
" I need you two to be there each and every time the boys have schedule " He said
" Wae?! " Unni asked
" Because it's your work. You can choose not to go then but you're fired " He said
" What?!!! So I can leave?! " I joked
" No, not you. You'll be working with TxT " He said
" Me?!! " I yelled
" Ne. So it's less work for you " He smiled
" Thank you appa " I smiled
Unni just started pouting and said " Appa, I cannot work with Yoongi anymore " She blurted out and I almost spat my coffee
" I know " He said
" But you have to stay strong. Or do you want Sarang to be around Taehyung all the time? I promise you, it'll be okay " He said
She sighed and said " Just for Sarang "
" Thanks " I blow some flying kiss to her
" So you got their schedules already? " Appa asked
" Ne. It was done weeks ago. So it'll be fine. " I smiled
" Try not to act cool. Act tough Sarang. They're kids " He said
" Okay "
And we spent the rest of the day together just sharing stories and asking appa about stuff. It's suddenly 8pm and I have to walk back to my house.
Tomorrow will be fine. I won't see him. I'll be busy and so does he. They'll release a new album and it's full packed.
Thank God
I looked at the stars while walking and smiled
" Eomma "
" Eomma, I'm okay but I'm not happy "
And I chuckled and continued go walk. I got in my house and double locked the doors.
But why do I expect Kim Taehyung would just pop up and hug me? Fuck I'm delusional.
I took a shower and decided to open my phone. Lots of notification from my friends abroad, some from Hanbin, Jungkook and more.
I was recently added to a group chat where the TxT members are. Gosh they're so adorable. I scrolled through some news and my heart just crashed again.
The fuck?
They were seen in a cafe again? Taehyung was just waiting for his drink and Sowon came in with bingsu?
The fuckkkkk?!!!!
Confirmed. Okay, it's okay.
You'd be busy anyways.
