Sarang's POV
What he's asking from me is just too much. I mean too much for me right now. I still can't trust him, fully. My mind keeps on asking
what are you gonna do
what if Sowon is back in the picture again
what if he is like this because he's not busy
what if its 2016 all over again?
am I ready to experience that kind of hurt again?
He drove to the nearby town and we bought burgers. Then we ate this while looking at the lake.
My phone started ringing and it is Hanbin
" Excuse " I said
" It's fine just sit here " He said
" Oh arasso "
I answered the call and
" Yah, Are you okay? " He said and his face looks worried
" Waeyo? I am okay " I said
" Did you see the news? "
" What news? "
" Oh you haven't? Good! Don't look for it do you understand? "
" What news Hanbin " I asked
" Nothing. I just wanted to know if you're updated. Anyway, take care of you and your heart Sarang. Gotta go. Sarang hey ho anyeong! "
And he ended the call
He's weird. What was that about? I'd like to look at the latest news now online but I don't want to be rude around Taehyung.
He's so invested on our quiet time. And honestly, I am too. Not until Hanbin called. I know him, I know what he meant, It means I shouldn't look at it because it may affect me in some way.
" You okay? " Taehyung asked me
" Yeah "
" Do you want to check what Hanbin said? "
I forgot that he knows me too well too. He knows I have been thinking about it. But I am too scared.
" It's fine. I'll just check later " I fake smiled
We enjoyed the view and the noises of seagulls. But my mind kept on reminding me that I should look for that news. Mehhh must be related to me and Hanbin again. So I just went and looked for it
" Sowon of Gfriend confirmed that she and BTS V have been best friends for the last 4 years and it's not just your ordinary friends relationship "
That's it? I know that already. As V is getting busy taking some pictures, I can't help but my finger voluntarily clicked the article.
There are pictures of them in Paris, having coffee, hanging out. And it also says in the article that they will be celebrating their 5 year friendship this coming week.
Okay whatever.
I closed the article and saw another one again
" BTS V and Gfriend Sowon - confirmed to be having some mutual understanding "
I know that too and it doesn't matter but then when I read the article. There is one thing that Sowon said that made me want to choke
Sowon : I met him during his stressful times in his life, I kind of helped him to get by. He was in this toxic and draining chapter. We helped each other to get better.
I chuckled and can't help it. I just stared at the sky. After all, this isn't supposed to hurt me anymore. He'll just crawl back to her once we got back in Seoul. It's nothing. I have my own problems to deal with and things to do. I shouldn't be bothered.
