Sarang's POV
I can't take this anymore. I have to talk to appa.
I would love to have some bonding with Si Eun right now but because of this fucking virus, I can't even hug my own sister.
I took a hot shower, dried my hair and sprayed some perfume. I put on my black pair of jeans, a simple plain white shirt, a jacket over it, put on some mask tied my hair up.
I parked my car in the lobby and asked my secretary to properly park it himself. I anxiously pressed the button of the floor where my father's office at.
His secretary saw me and told me he's in there. She said some other things but my cold is making me deaf. I went in and saw him. He is staring at me.
I know that look. That " What's wrong, I pity you look "
" App- " I can't even say it and voice cracked and I broke down in tears
" Wae wae wae? " He stood up and held me
" My God, Sarang! You're burning! "
" I know! But please hear me out " I said still crying
" What is wrong? You should've stayed home! It's late anyways. It's 6pm! " He said
" Appa " I cried out again
" Sarang! Calm down!!!! "
" I'm so sorry. I'm sorry!! " I cried
" Waeyo???? Sarang! Why?! "
" I love him! I cannot lie anymore. I love him, I still want to be with him. Appa! It hurts, it hurts so much. I'm so sorry, I love him. " I blurted out
" Sarang " His voice changed
" I know, you're disappointed. But appa, he makes me happy. He is the love of my life. And now he gave up on me. From now on he'll stop trying " I said
" Cry it out, it's okay "
I sobbed
" It hurts. Here. I don't want to let him go. But I'm scared that I can't trust him "
" You're not scared. It's normal Sarang. You were hurt "
" I'm scared that if ever we get back together, I can't love him anymore like I did before "
" And so what? People change. You were young back then. He changed too, do you think the love he has for you before is the same now? He matured also. Nothing stays the same forever Sarang. You know that " He said as he sat down
" I hate it that you're crying over your stupid reasons. You can love him in the way you can now, you are your own problem " He said
" Stop creating this idea in your mind that you should go back to what you were before. Every second, life is changing. "
I sat in front of him still shedding a tear
" I did not raised you to be this pathetic Sarang. You know better than that. If that makes you happy, shouldn't you just go for it and live it? " He continued
He sighed, leaned and held my hand
" Sarang, you both matured. And so was the love and understanding between you and Taehyung. Don't you think it's time to give it a try once again since you both keep on coming back "
" Earlier *sobs* he *sobs* said that *sobs* he won't bother *sobs* me anymore " I said crying out loud
" Did you made a promise that you won't bother him tho? "
" No! "
" Then go bother him! "
I hugged my dad for awhile. I cried on his tummy. Cried so much I forgot that I'm not the youngest daughter.
