Taehyung's POV
" So let's watch? " She said
" Okay " I said and after 7 episodes, her phone started ringing
" What " She said
" Sarang-ah, can you bring the massager there. Here in the camper van, Yoongi needs some massage his back is killing him " I heard Seol Hee noona's voice
" It's like, super dark outside! "
" I know. Hurry "
She groaned and stood up.
" I'll come with you " I said
She grabbed the massager and the oil. And walked to the camper
" Why don't they just date already. They've been doing cutesy and relationship-y stuff already " I heard her murmur
" I heard Seol Hee noona doesn't want a relationship "
" Of course. Who wants it right? It's just a waste of time " She said
I was not able to speak anymore. She knocked on the door in the camper van and while waiting, she looked up. Seol Hee noona opened the door and saw her looking up.
" Stars are nice in here, did you see? That's eomma " Noona said pointing out the brightest star
Sarang isn't speaking. But handed her the massager.
" night " She said to her unni and started walking
" Hey " I grabbed her hand
" Wae " She looked at me
" Let's get to the boat " I said and dragged her
" It's too dark!!! I don't want mosquito bites all over my body! " She complained but still got on the boat
We stopped in the middle and she looked up. She sighed.
" Are you okay? " I asked her again
" Ne " but her eyes are wet.
" I miss her " I said
She clearly knows what I meant. She knows I miss my Grandma. She met her before she passed away. Our relationship wasn't good that time, and months after, we broke up. But she knows. Definitely.
She's quiet. And said,
" There, the brightest star is Halmeoni " She said
" I thought that's you eomma? " I asked
She chuckled. " I barely remember her nowadays. I actually just remembered her today if it's not for Si-eun "
" Do you miss her? " I asked
" Eomma? Oh my God even just saying Eomma felt weird " She said
" I don't know if I miss her. Like I said, I barely even remember her nowadays " She added
" But does it still hurt? I asked
" What? Losing her? Hmm it doesn't get any better but maybe, I can say. It still hurts up until now. I mean, it's 15 years already but it's still the same " she smiled bitterly
" So you mean, Halmeoni's death will still hurt me even if it's more than a decade already? " I asked
" I don't know. I can't speak for you and your grief " She said
" But you know for me, up until now it hurts. And I realized when I was 10, I didn't lose her in an instant. "
" What do you mean? " I asked
