Sarang's POV
I heard a voice, I am probably having nightmares again.
" Baby wake up "
And someone tapped my nose, it's Taehyung. He's the only one who does that to me. I know that touch. I know his voice. I know his smell. Why does everything feel so real? Am I dreaming?
I opened my eyes and saw him, I really did not know if it's real. He said " Hi "
I was about to cry because it's been a habit. When we broke up, I was having nightmares about him for a year. I would always cry whenever I see him. Sometimes, I still do have dreams about him and it makes me sad.
I turned around and asked him to get out.
Why are you doing this to me Taehyung? Was my suffering not enough for you? I let my tears flow and I calmed down. Woah, I haven't been completely moved on.
I held my chest. It still hurts. It has been aching for him for years. I know I've been okay but as soon as he appeared in my life again, I got lost on track. Why the hell is this happening? Do I even think that when Sowon was out of the picture already, things will get better?
Why is this happening to me? You were okay Sarang, Taehyung getting out of Sowon's control does not mean he's still inlove with you. He won't realize shit because it's been years.
" Okay enough Sarang. It's only in the morning and you're being harsh on yourself again " I told myself
And then I prepared to take a shower and come out of the bathroom smelling fresh. I sat in the dining table wearing my shorts and a white tee and my socks and my house slippers.
I checked the email that was sent to me by appa's secretary. I pouted because it all looked so fancy. I don't want that! I just need a normal-ish type of house. I don't need to have a fancy with big chandeliers that is too flashy.
" What? What's with face? " Unni said and sat beside me
" I hate everything. I mean the condo units, I hate all of them. I just want a normal one " I said
" Then look for one. And then ask for his permission after " She said and went back to the kitchen fo cook again
I stood up and made my coffee. Then I scrolled through real estate deals around Hannam-dong. Suddenly a text arrived.
From: Park Bo Gum
" Good morning! How are you doing? "
To : Park Bo Gum
" Oh! Goodmorning too. Nothing much, just looking for some condo units. How bout you? "
From : Park Bo Gum
" It's my day-off today, probably go fishing with my dad. But where are you planning to move? "
To : Park Bo Gum
" Preferably Hannam-dong area. But still looking for other options. My dad is being nosy about it and won't allow me to move out unless he says where "
From : Park Bo Gum
" Ohh well maybe he doesn't want you to move out after all. But I can help you. Let's look for some place when you're back "
To : Park Bo Gum
" Really? You'll do that? But I don't want to draw some attention! Last time I was rumored with Hanbin so you better hide your pretty face when we look for my place "
From : Park Bo Gum
" Hey I am not that famous! Come on, I'll help you! "
To : Park Bo Gum
" Alright alright "
