You Never Asked (Completed)

Emotionally Yours.

They had reached Mumbai from Ponmudi in the afternoon. Sid had left with Arun without a backward glance. Sana was too hurt. But this was it. She too will not go to him now. She was very clearly told by him to stay away and she will do as he says.
Sana reached home and was welcome by her sweetheart. She hugged him and felt the world a better place to live in. His chattering lifted her spirit. She had lunch and slept for few hours and then spend her time with Zoro. Sana got up the next morning, made Zoro ready for his field trip and went to his bus stop to drop him. She said bye to her baby and her mobile started ringing. It was Arun.
Sana: Hello??
Arun: Madam aapko kuch batana tha.
Sana: Kya hua Arun.
Arun: Vo boss se call karke baat kar lena. Vo kal bahot he depressed sound kar rahe the mujhe. Mujhe unki bahot fikar ho rahi hai. Mai unhe aise nhi dekh sakta.
Sana: Kya hua hai Arun?? Vo thek to hai na??
Arun: Madam shant ho jaao. Vo ghar par he hai. Aap tension mat lo. Maine aapko isliye bataya, kyuki mai chahta tha ke aap unse baat karo.
Sana: Arun tum phone rakho, mai usse call kar rahi hu.
Sana dialled Sid's number. He didn't pick up the call. She tried again. But no response. She messaged him. He was online.
Sana: Siddharth tere hath jodti hu. Please mera call utha.
She called again and he picked it up this time.
Sana: Siddharth kya hua hai tujhe?? Tu thek to hai??
Sid: Tujhe kisne kya bola?? Iss Arun ko to mai....
Sana: Tune mujhe ek baar bhi call nhi ki.... Tu thek nhi hai na??....
Sid: Tujhe kya karna hai... Tu kyu puch rahi hai....
Sana: Tune mujhe call kyu nhi kiya??
Sid: Kyu karu mai tujhe call??
Sana: Mera sawaalon ke seedhe jawab de siddharth...
Sid: Faltu ki baat mat kar. Tu reh apne life me khush. Ab mai tujhe phone vone nhi karunga. Na mere phone ka ab tu intezar karna...
Sana: Accha?? Par mai to call karungi.. Baar baar karungi.
Sid: Kyu karegi tu call??
Sana: Karungi mai.
Sid: Vohi puch raha hu na?? Kyu??
Sana: Siddharth kya ho raha hai tujhe?? Teri awaaz itni weak kyu lag rahi hai??
Sid: Thek hai meri awaaz.
Sana: Nahi thek nhi hai. Sach sach bata mujhe.
Sid: Kuch nhi hua hai.
Sana: Bata na yaar....
Sid: Abee kuch nhi hua hai mujhe. Bol to raha hu.
Sana: Bataega??... Siddharth please Yaar, kitna pareshaan karta hai tu.
Sid: To tu pareshaan hone ke liye call he kyu karti hai.. Rakh call...
Sana: Bataega ab??
Sid: Choti se chot lag gayi hai...
Sana: Kya?? Kya kaha tune??
Sid: Bola na chot lagi hai
Sana: Accha choti se chot lagi hai?? Kaise??
Sid: Ab sab nhi bata raha mai.
Sana: Chalo mai abhi tujhe video call kar rahi hu.
Sid: Mai nhi utha raha...
Sana: Siddharth zyada drama mat kar samjha na. Mai abhi video call kar rahi hu. Call utha...
Sid: Jaana. Please Yaar pareshaan mat kar. Mere sar me bahot dard hai. Mai koi video call nhi utha raha.
Sana: Siddharth, tujhe meri kasam hai. Mai ab video call kar rahi hu aur tu call uthayega.
Sana disconnected the voice call and made a video call. He picked up the call. Sana was shocked to see bandages on Sid's head. Fresh tears formed in her eyes. She pressed her mouth with one hand to stop herself from crying. Sid disconnected the call. Sana wiped her tears and made a voice call again.
Sid: Hello....
Sana: Yeh chot kaise lagi tujhe??
There was no reply.
Sana: Siddharth mai kuch puch rahi hu tujhse....
Sid: Mai kuch nhi bata raha.... Aur tu yeh rona band kar.
Sana: Siddharth natak mat kar tu zyaada. Aur mere rone se tujhe koi farak nhi padta. Vo mujhe pata chal gaya hai. Tu bata kaise lagi.
Sid: Ha sab pata hai tujhe.... Tere rone se mujhe koi farak nhi padta na??
Sana: Batayega kaisi lagi??
Sid: Kal raat drive pe gaya tha. Pata nhi aakho ke saamne andhera aaya aur car ped se takra gayi.
Sana: Akela tha...
Sid: Abhi filhal meri shaadi nhi hue hai. Isliye akela he gaya tha. Jab shadi hogi to sheetal ke sath jaaungi.
Sana: Shut up Siddharth... Itna kis cheez ka stress liya hai tune, jo tu accident kar aaya??
Sid: Mujhe koi cheez ka stress nhi hai samjhi?? Faltu ke baate mat kar mujhse.
Sana: Tujhse maine kuch baat kahi. Tune usko itna dil pe li liya ke ab yeh yaha tak naubat aa gayi... Tu mujse baat nhi kar raha. Itna tension le raha hai.
Sid: Bola na mujhe koi tension nhi hai. Faltu ki baate mat kar mujhse. Mai terese baat he kyu kar raha hu??
Sana: Kyu nhi karega??
Sid: Kyu karu??
Sana: Vohi mai puch rahi hu na kyu nhi karega??
Sid: kyu karu baat mai?? Tu reh apne life me khush. Apne pati ke sath.....Saala pata nhi kaha hai vo tera pati.... Kabhi apne biwi aur bacche ke sath rehta bhi hai ya nhi. Jab dekho tab bahar he rehta hai. Usko call kar.....Bula aur apne life apne bacche aur pati ke sath khushi se guzaar.
Sana: Vo mai dekh lungi. Par mai tujhe to call karungi.
Sid: Tujhe jo karna hai kar. Par filhaal mere sar me bahot dard hai to tu call rakh.
Sid disconnected the call. Sana called her office and told them she may not come today. She got ready picked her bag, took her car keys and walked out of the house. She called Arun.
Sana: Arun tumne mujhe bataya kyu nhi ke uska accident hua hai??
Arun: Madam sir ne mana kiya tha aapko batane se. To kya karta...
Sana: Vaise thank you Arun.
Arun: Welcome madam.
Sana: Arun, mai Siddharth ke ghar jaa rahi hu. Vo security...
Arun: Uski aap tension mat lo. I will manage.
Sana rang the bell and Suresh opened the door.
Suresh: Sana didi aap?? Aaye na andar.
Sana stepped in.
Sana: Maa kaha hai??
Suresh: Maa market gayi hai. Thodi der me aa jaayegi.
Sana: Aur Siddharth kaha hai??
Suresh: Bhaiya to kamare me hai. Mai bula du??
Sana: Nahi. Nhi. Kya mai kamare me jaakar mil lu??
Suresh: Ha ha. Kyu nhi didi.
Sana: Us taraf??
Suresh: Jee.
Sana: Thank you Suresh.
Sid was sitting on the bed resting his back and head to the pillow, looking in space. Sana was worried for him. But what is the use?? She had pulled herself from me. She doesn't want me in her life and so she suggested I marry someone. He will stay away as decided. He told his brain, and he heard a knock on the door.
Sid: Aa jaa Yaar Suresh. Knock kyu kar raha hai ??
He looked towards the door to find Sana enter through it. She was looking beautiful but so feeble. Sid was dumbfounded and could not move. He sat there staring at her. She walked to him. Tears were flowing from her eyes. He still did not move. His brain had warned him to be still and not move an inch. She came and sat on the edge of the bed next to him, facing him. She was too close. Sid could see tired lines on her face. His heart felt her pain. Their eyes locked for few minutes. They both did not speak. And then Sana took her face in her hand and started crying. Sid felt paralyzed. Their was so much of agony in her crying. She was weeping like a baby. His brain aked him not. But Sid had, had enough. Tears were now flowing from his eyes too. He tried to removed her hand from her face, but she shook her head. He then pulled her closer to him and hugged her tight. He too started crying now. The pain was too much to handle. They cried and cried until both were tired. Sana had by now removed her hand from her face and encircled it around Sid neck.
Sid and Sana heard Maa call out Sid's name. They parted from each other and Sana stood up. Maa entered Sid's room and Sid turned his face away to wipe his now tear stricken face. Sana too wiped her tears.
Maa: Aree Sana?? Beta tu kab aayi??
Sana: Abhi thodi der pehle Maa. Maa mai chalti hu.
Maa: Aree beta abhi to tu aayi hai...
Sid: Jaane do usse Maa.....
Sana: Bye Maa.
Sana turned around and walked out of Sid's room and his house. Maa was astonished to see this scene in the room.
Maa: Siddharth yeh sab kya chal raha hai??
Sid: Maa abhi nhi. Fir kabhi bataunga.
Maa stood there looking at him. He had closed his eyes. He felt Maa staring at him and so opened it.
Sid: I promise Maa.
Maa: Ok. Thek hai. Tu aaraam kar.
Sid: Thank you Maa.
Maa left and Sid closed his eyes. A tear dropped from his eye. Sid remembered the time when they were so happy together.

A DRIVE TO MUMBAI SIX YEARS AGO
They had stopped at a quite place to eat. Sid had ordered and Sana was happy.
Sid: Itni khush kyu hai??
Sana encircled her arms around his neck.
Sana: Kyuki tere sath hu.
Sid: Accha?? To fir akele kyu jaa rahi the??
Sana: Bolo na?? Accha chod vo baate.
Sid: Ek shart me.
Sana: Kya??
Sid: Mujhe kiss kar.
Sana: Yaha?? Abhi??
Sid: Ha yaha aur abhi.
Sana: Tu pagal hai kya??
Sid: Ha hu. Ab karti hai ke nhi bol.
Sana: Nahi to??
Sid: Nahi to pura rasta tujhse baat nhi karunga.
Sana: Siddharth yeh galat baat hai.
Sid: Vo mujhe nhi pata. Mujhe abhi kiss chahiye.
Sana looked around. There were not many people there. Sana bend closer to kiss his cheek, but he turned to his left and their lips touched. Sana jerked away and pushed him with her both hands. Sid started laughing.
Sana: Pagal hai tu??
Sid: To kya hua?? Pyar karta hu tujhse mai. Itna to haq hai mera tujhpe.
Their food arrived.
Sid: Chal le.
Sana: Are nhi. Tu kha. Maine kar liya hai breakfast.
Sid: Muh khol apna. Zyada bakwas mat kar.
He brought food to her mouth and she ate from his hand. They both ate in silence. Sid wiped her mouth when they finished and Sana got emotional.
Sid: Kya hua Jaana??
Sana: Mere liye aisa kisine nhi kiya hai Siddharth.
Sid: Kyu nhi meri jaan?? Tu to kitni pyari hai. Tujhe to palko pe bitha ki rakhna chahiye. Kyu aaj tak koi nhi hai tere life me.
Sana got tensed.
Sid: Kya hua??
Sana: Siddharth jab mai tujhe apne baare me batau to thoda sabar rakhke mujhe sunna. Haa?? Please aur mujhpe barosa karna. Mujhe please kabhi mat chodna.Please??
Sid: Nahi meri jaan. Kabhi nhi. Mai tujhe kabhi nhi chodunga.
Sana had hugged him tight and Sid had smiled.
Sid: Chale??
Sana: Hmmm
They had reached the designer boutique. The designer told her to try the fitting. Sid was sitting on a sofa a little away from the trail room, flipping through a magazine. He looked up as Sana came out of the trail room. The magazine fell from his hand. She was wearing a green blouse and an red lehenga. The low neck of the blouse in the front and the back, send an electrifying current through Sid's body. The lehenga was tied a little low and showed her stomach and the belly button, making his head spin. Sana looked at him and raised her eyebrows. But Sid could not give any reaction as he was very stunned to see her in this attire. His body was on fire now and hard as a rock. The designer came along and he was forced to look away. His hands were shivering and he felt his mouth went dry. Sid got up and asked someone for the washroom. He entered the washroom and splashed water on his now hot face. He wants her. And now. He will not be able to control himself.
Sana was waiting for Sid when he came back.
Sana: Kya hua??
Sid: Kaha?? Kuch bhi to nhi??
Sana: Kuch to hua hai. Tere expression padne aane lage hai mujhe ab.
Sid: Sana bola na kuch nhi. Kya hua?? Tera ho gaya kaam??
Sana: Nahi vo lehenga thoda lamba hai. Usse thek karne me time lagega. Shaam tak ho jaayega. Tu agar jaana chahe....
Sid: Oh Shut up Sana. Mai bilkul teri iss bakwas ki mood me nhi hu.
Sana: Par hua kya hai bolega??
Sid: Pehle yaha se bahar nikal. Chal.
He walked away and Sana ran behind him. They sat in the car. Sid did not speak. He was going crazy now.
Sana: Kya hua hai Siddharth. Bata to Sahi.
Sid: Kuch nhi.
Sana: Tu mere sath aise mat kiya kar. Mai samaj nhi pati hu, tujhe kya ho raha hai. Please mujhe bol diya kar agar mujhse kuch galat ho gaya ho to.
Sid: Kya bolu?? Ki I'm hard as a rock and I want you now?? Sana tujhe uss trail room se niklte hue dekh kar mai pagal ho gaya hu. Please yaar mai apna driver bulata hu. Tu tera kaam ho jaane ke baad uske sath chali jaa. I can't just look at you and not have you.
Sana pulled him by his arm and forced him to look at her.
Sid: Mat Jaana. I'm going crazy wanting you.
Sana took his face in her hands and made him look at her.
Sana: Siddharth please mujhe khud se alag mat kar. Please...
Sid saw tears in her eyes and he hugged her tight. He tried to calm himself down.
Sid: I'm sorry Jaana. I'm sorry. Mai selfish ho gaya tha thoda.
Sana: Aise kuch nhi hai baby. Please sorry mat bol.
Sid removed Sana from his arms.
Sid: Ab shaam tak kya karna hai?? Chal mere ghar chale?? Apne Maa she milvata hu.
Sana: Maa??
Sid: Haa Maa??
Sana: Nahi Siddharth abhi nhi.
Sid: Kyu??
Sana: Baad me. Abhi Mai ready nhi hu.
Sid: Accha chal thek hai. Ek kaam karte hai. Yaha karib he mere friend Adi ka ghar hai. Vaha se mujhe kuch lena hai. Vo lete hai. Fir lunch ke liye chalte hai. Thek hai??
Sana: Thek hai.
They reached Adi's flat but it was locked. Sid called him.
Sid: Kaha hai  tu??.....Accha??.....Thek hai.
Sid disconnected the call. Removed the keys from behind the shoe rack and opened the flat. They entered inside.
Sana: Tera friend kaha hai??
Sid: Vo bahar gaya hai. Late aayega. Tu ruk mai aata hu.
Sid took the papers he needed and came out.
Sid: Chale??
Sana: Siddharth agar tumhare friend ko objection na ho to hum yaha ruke??
Sid: Baby nahi yaar....
Sana: kyu??
Sid: Mai tere sath akele nhi rukna chahta.
Sana took hold of his arm with both hand and looked directly at him.
Sana: Par Mai chahti hu.