You Never Asked (Completed)

Sidnaaz Performs Puja Together.

Sana has sneaked from Sid's room in the early hours just before sunrise. She had wanted that kiss to continue last night. But Sid had stopped her.
Sid: Jaana.... Jaana... Control meri jaan. Tune he kaha tha na....
Sana: Bhul jaa jo mai ne kaha tha Siddharth... Mujhe abhi tu chahiye....
Sid: Aise mat kar baby. Dekh hum kitne din wait kiye hai na?? Ab bass thode din aur...
Sana: Nahi na.... Siddharth.... Please na...
She started giving small kisses on his neck.
Sid: Baby mujhe bhi nhi rukna hai.....Par kya tu sacch me yeh abhi chahti hai??
Sana pulled herself from his neck. They both were breathing fast.
Sana: Mera dimag kharab tha jo maine yeh decision liya. Pata nhi....
Sid hid his smile.
Sana: Tu zyada hass mat. Tujhe bada maza aa raha hai na?? Chod. Utaar mujhe niche...
Sid: Aree.... Aree maine kya kiya hai be?? Tera decision tha. Maine kaha tha kya?? Tu chahe to hai protection mere paas.
Sana: Rakh apna protection apne pass he. Aur mai chahu matlab?? Tu nhi chahta??
Sid: Mere pe bill mat phaad ab tu Jaana...
Sana: Tujhse to baat he karna bikaar hai. Jaa rahi hu mai...
She got down from his arms and turned towards the door and took a step forward, when Sid pulled her to him.
Sid: Jaana... Baby.... Itna kyu gussa ho rahi hai...
Sana: Gussa nhi... Mujhe frustration ho rahi hai. Mujhe... Pata nhi...
She lay her head on his chest and let out a sigh. He collected her to him and rested his chin on her head.
Sid: Chal tujhe apne baho me leke late ta hu.
Sana nodded and he scooped her in his arms again. He took her to his bed and laid himself with her. She snuggled into him.
Sid: Jaana thek se soo. Mai kuch bol nahi raha hu, iska matlab yeh nhi ke mujhe kuch ho nhi raha hai.
Sana giggle and Sid's heart glowed with joy. He took her face in his hands and made her look at him.
Sid: Finally Jaana... Finally tu ab meri hone wali. Itne saalo ke intezaar ke baad ab tu sirf aur sirf meri hogi.
Sana: Siddharth, mai to hamesha se he teri the baby. Tujhe yaad hai uss cocktail party ke baad wali subah, jab mai ro padi aur tune mere aakho me dekha aur phir apne baho me liya?? Usse din mujhe laga ke aisa sukun mujhe aur kahi nhi milne wala. Aisa apnapan mujhe aur kahi nhi feel hone wala. Usse din mai teri ho gayi the Siddharth. Isliye to meri zindagi me maine kisi aur ko aane he nhi diya.
Sid: Aur mai Jaana... Tujhe chod kar jaane ke baad maine sari duniya ghum li. Par kahi sukun nhi mila. Mai India aane se darta tha, kyuki mujhe mere dil me yeh pata tha ke jiss din mera tujhse fir se saamna ho jaayega, mera tujhe chod kar wapas lautna na mumkin ho jaayega. Aur dekh wahi hua. Ab kahi jaane layak he nhi raha Mai.
Sana rested her head on his chest.
Sana: I love you Siddharth.
Sid: I love you too Jaana. I love you too.
They had fallen into a peaceful sleep. Sana had then woken up when it was still dark outside and tip toed out of Sid's room. She had gone to her's and slept for some time.
Sid woke up to find himself alone in his bed. The sun has come up. He got up, freshend and went down in search of morning tea. He saw Arun come towards him.
Arun: Good morning boss.
Sid: Good morning Arun. Tum kab pahuche??
Arun: Abhi ek ghante pehle. Boss vo vision creatives ka sab issue clear ho gaya hai.
Sid: Arun I don't have to worry when you are there. Mujhe pata tha vo matter solve ho jaayega. Jay ko announcement kab karni hai??
Arun: Aap ke shadi ke next day.
Sid: Ok. Chalo. Breakfast kiya tumne.
Arun: Yess.
Sid: Arun tumko bolne ke zarurat to nhi hai, par see to it ke Maa don't overdo things. Kuch zyada major ho to tum sambhaal lena.
Arun: Of course sir.
Sid: Aur haa.... Tumhaari Mummy aur behen kab aa rahe hai??
Arun: Jee vo shadi ke pehle din aa jaayenge.
Sid: Ok.. ...
Sid walked and joined Adi, Jay and Neetu in the lawn.
Sid: Good morning everyone..
Jay: Good morning..
Adi was looking at Sid with a smile.
Sid: Kya hua?? Subah subah daat kyu dekha raha hai?? Vaise tujhe pata hai tujhe dentist ko dekhana chahiye, bahot aage aa gaye hai...
Adi: Tujhe jaana padega dentist ke paas jab do char mai tere tood du to...
Neetu: Accha accha ab bas karo tum dono. Subah subah shuru ho gaye ho. Best friends kehte ho ek dusre ko. Aise koi harkate to dekhti nhi mujhe best friends wali.
Adi: Yeh kehta hoga. Mai nhi kehta...
Sid: Mai bhi nhi. Isse to acche mere dushman hote hai.
Adi: Abe saale agar tera dost na hota na to ab tak sab ko bata chuka hota ke subah subah bhabhi ko tere kamre se niklte hue dekha.
Neetu: Siddharth....
Sid: Saale.... Tera muh Todd dene ka mann kar raha hai...
Adi: Kya?? Kya kiya maine??
Jay started laughing aloud.
Sid: Jay kya karu yaar mai iska?? Puch raha hai ke kya kiya?? Agar ek khun maaf hota, to Mai issi ka kar deta...
Neetu: Siddharth kya hai yeh?? Maa ko pata chala....
Sid: Aur Maa ko batayega kon?? Aur aise kuch nhi tha... Vo hum bass.... Baate karte, karte neend kab lag gayi pata nhi chala.
Adi: Are you sure??
Sid: Jay iska muh band karva nhi to bahot pitega yeh mujhse..... Khaya piya kuch nhi, glass thoda, baara aana....
Adi: Kya??
Sid: Tujhse kaha hai na muh band rakh.... Suresh chai pila yaar.... Dimag sada diya iss idiot ne....
Mahi had helped Sana to be ready by 11:30. She has worn an orange and pink suit, with an orange dupatta and was looking mesmerizing. Sana was feeling very nervous. It was showing on her face.
Mahi: Tu itni stressed kyu lag rahi hai meri jaan?? Relax kar thoda??
Sana: Di yeh mere sath sach me ho raha hai na?? Koi sapna to nhi hai na yeh??
Mahi: Koi sapna nhi hai....
Sana: Di koi problem to nhi hogi na??
Mahi: Koi problem nhi hogi. Mai hu na tu bilkul fikar mat kar..... Sana tujhse bahot dino se puchna tha mujhe.... Kya tune Rohan ke baare me Siddharth ko bataya nhi??
Sana: Nahi di...
Mahi: Kyu baby??
Sana: Di usne kabhi pucha he nhi?? Vo kabhi mujhse kuch puchta he nhi hai??
Mahi: Thek hai koi baat nhi. Chal yeh sab ke baare me abhi nhi sochte hai. Maine bhi kham kha abhi yeh baat nikali....
Sana: Kya mujhe usse khud se batana chahiye?? Aap jaante ho, uss cheez ki baat karne me mujhe kitna problem hota hai.
Mahi: Dekh Sana, agar Siddharth tujhse nhi puchta hai, to tujhe bhi usse batane ki koi zarurat nhi hai. Vo tera past tha. Aur har ek ka kuch na kuch past hota hai. Aage chal kar agar tum dono ko lage ke iss baare me baat karni chahiye tab kar lena. Ab uss baare me baat karne ya sochne ke zarurat nhi.
Sana: Hmmm. Thek hai. Mai usse bass ab khona nhi chahti. Kisi bhi kimat pe.
Mahi: Vo bhi tujhse pagalo wala pyar karta hai. Aur mai tujhe iss baat ki guarantee deti hu ke vo bhi tujhe khone se itna he darta hai.
This brought a broad smile on her face.
Sid and Sana were sitting together to perform the rituals during the puja. Sid could not remove his eyes from Sana when she had entered the hall, looking divine. Adi was standing next to him.
Adi: Muh band kar apna, makkhi chali jaayegi.
It did not register to Sid first. He looked at Adi blankly and closed his mouth. He then gave him a furious look.
Sid: Shut up.
Maa: Aaa ja beta Siddharth... Bait Sana ke paas.
He walked towards her. It felt so unbelievable. This was the first step towards making her, his forever. He walked to her, gave a loving smile and then winked at her. She went pink.
Sid was sitting next to her. His presence was giving her a totally different kind of excitement. It was happiness mixed with anxiety. But why was she getting anxious. She knew this man will not let anything go wrong now. Panditji told Sana to bring her hand forward. She did as she was told.
Sid saw Sana's right hand, which she had moved forward, shivering. She is nervous. He totally understands. He is feeling the same. He took her left hand in his right and entwined her fingers with his. She looked at him and he gave her a smile. "Relax" He mouthed, followed by a " I love you ", not concerned of the people around them. She smiled and nodded.
The ritual took almost more than an hour. When it was over, Sid stood up and held his hand for Sana to get up.
Sid: Maa??
Maa: Haa beta??
Sid: Maa, agar ho gaya ho to Mai aur Sana lawn me thoda walk kar le. Pair akad gaye hai.
Maa: Haa. Thek hai jaau tum dono.
Sid did not leave Sana's hand and they walked out in the garden. He then turned towards her and took her face in his hands looking in her beautiful eyes.
Sid: Kya hua hai??
Sana tried to turn her head towards the house.
Sid: Koi nhi dekh raha hai hame.... Bata kya hua hai??
Sana moved forward and rested her head on his chest circling her hand around his waist. He too encircled his around her neck.
Sana: Mmmm. Ab accha lag raha hai....
She sighed in relief and Sid chuckled.
Sid: Par jaana Tu itni nervous kyu the?? Mujhe bata?? Kya soch rahi hai tu??
Sana: Siddharth, sab sahi se hoga na?? Ab kuch problem to nhi aayegi na??
Sid shifted a little and again took her face in his hands.
Sid: Jaana, Mai teri kasam khaakar kehta hu, ab kuch bhi galat nhi hone dunga mai.
She too lifted her hand and stroke his cheek.
Sana: Pata nhi kyu subah se ghabrahat ho rahi the mujhe...
Sid: To Jaana ek call kar leti na mujhe?? Mai subah se yahi soch raha tha, ki tu niche kyu nhi aayi. Maine Sunita se pucha bhi. To pata chala ke tu ready ho rahi hai.
She then rested her head again on his chest.
Sana: Hmmm.
Sid: Kuch khaya??
Sana: Nahi.... Mann nhi tha.
Sid: Yeh kya hai Jaana.... Kuch khaana hai?? Mai khelau??
Sana giggled.
Sid: Hasi kyu??
Sana: Agar aise hua to sab kitna chedenge hum dono ko.
Sid: Mujhe koi farak nhi padta.
Sana: Pata hai. Nahi ab sabke sath he khaate hai.
Sid: Thek hai. Ab thek hai tu??
Sana: Tere sath hu, to kaisi thek nhi rahungi?? I love you Siddharth.
Sid: I love you too Jaana.
They walked back in the house as they were called for lunch.
Sid: Tu mere paas baithegi. Tune subah se kuch khaya nhi hai. I want to make sure you eat properly.
Sana looked up at him and gave a loving smile.
Sid: Kya??
Sana: Kuch nhi...
He too smiled back. They reached the dinning Hall. Sid's both sister's Mahi and Adi were sitting on a big dinning table. Sid lead Sana and made her sit next to him.
Mahi: Ho gaya tum dono ka??
Sid: Kya?? Kya ho gaya??
Mahi: Baate??
Sid: Baate to hamari ab zindagi bhar chalegi...
Neetu: Ohoo. Yeh itna romantic tha humko to pata he nhi tha...
Sid: Romantic vomantic nhi hu mai. Baat karne me kahe ka romance??
Adi: Raat me bhi baate karte ho, din me bhi baate karte ho... Yeh itni baate laate kaha se ho??
Sid: Adi, I will kick you....
Adi: Abe chal...
Mahi: Rehne de, rehne de Adi. Yeh sirf aaj ki baat hai. Kal se shaadi tak yeh Sana se mil kya usse dekh bhi nhi sakta.
Sid: Kya?? Kya kaha tune??
Sid looked at Sana. She too looked surprisingly at Mahi...
Mahi: Tum dono ne sahi suna. Kal se tum dono ke functions alag alag honge. Aur shaadi tak tum dono ek dusre se nhi milenge.
Sid: Yeh kya bakwaas hai?? Yeh.... Aise kuch bhi nhi maan ne wala mai....
Preeti: Maan na to padega tujhe. Maa ne kaha hai.
Sid: Kuch bhi mat bol. Yeh tum logo ki he saitani dimag hai. Par mai nhi maan ne wala.
Adi: Siddharth tujhe maan na padega beta... Aisi zidd nhi karte.
Sid: Tu chup kar... Mahi tu mazak kar rahi hai na?? Jaana tujhe pata tha??
Adi: Jaana??
Sid and Sana both went red. And they all laughed.
Sid: Adi tu mujhse konsi dushmani nikaal raha hai bhai??
Adi: Meri dushmani to tune dekhi he nhi hai ab tak.
Sid: Chup baith Tu.... Mahi no joking about this??
Mahi: Par baby yaha koi mazaak kar he nhi raha hai??
Sid: Par kyu yaar??
Preeti: Aree do din ek dusre ko nhi dekhoge....Nahi baat karoge, to ek dusre ke liye bekarari aur badegi na. Nahi to shaadi vali din kuch naya nhi lagega.
Sid: Yeh kaha ke logic hai be?? Hame chalta hai... Na lage naya... Kyu Ja... Sana??
Mahi: Tu usse Jaana bula sakta hai. Hame pata hai tu usse Jaana bulata hai...
Sana: Di.... Please...
Sid: Vo mai usse kuch bhi bulau?? Tujhe kya karna hai be moti??
Jay and Shehbaaz walked in.
Mahi: Pandit ji ko chod aaye??
Jay: Haa.... Yaha kya chal raha hai??
Sid: Jay apne biwi ko sambhal. Mujhe apne hone wale biwi se milne se rook rahi hai.
Jay: Mahi kya hai yeh?? Kyu aise??
Mahi: Tujhe nahi pata baby. Aise rivaaz hai.
Sid: Koi rivaaz nhi hai. Mujhe pata hai tum sab mujhe torture karne ke liye kar rahe ho...
Sid's jiju came in the dinning hall.
Jiju: Preeti Neetu, Mahi vo choreographer aaya hai. Chal Jay, Shehbaaz. Jyaada time nhi hai hamare paas.
Mahi: Hum aa rahe hai. And Sid I'm serious. Aur Sana tu thek se khaa le. Sid khila de usse...
Sid: Ha vo tujhe bolne ki zarurat nhi hai. Mahi mai keh raha hu, mai yeh hone nhi dunga... Mai Maa se baat karunga.
Mahi: Maine Maa se baat kar li hai.
Adi: I'm with you Mahi.
Sid: Adi lath khayega. Tu jaa yaha se.
They all left, leaving Sid and Sana behind.
Sid: Jaana tune kuch kaha kyu nhi??
Sana: Baby ab mai kya kehti??
Sid: Tu tension mat le. Mai Maa se baat karta hu. Yeh kuch bhi faltu bakwaas karte hai. Chal tu plate le.
Sid took one plate and served food for both of them. Sana liked this.
Sid: Chal acche se khaa. Vaise Jaana aise kuch nhi rehta hai. Mai to tujhe roz dekhu, to Tu mujhe roz nayi lagti hai. Tu tension mat le...
Sana: Mai to nhi. Par baby tu tension le raha hai.
Sid: Mai....
Sid saw her hide her smile.
Sid: Tu bhi maze le rahi hai na?? Zyada has mat baby, agar mai apne pe aa gaya na, to tujhe shaadi hone tak khud ke kamre me lock kar dunga. Samjhi na?? Aur vo sab karunga, jo itne dino se khud ke andar daba ke chup baita hu.
Sana: Accha, accha. Sorry baba.. Chal khaane pe dhyaan de ab.
The guests had started pouring in. Maa had inviting all close relatives. Sid's sisters's in laws will be coming in the evening. Sana's relatives too arrived from Punjab. Sid had found Maa sitting with Sana's mom and her aunt.
Sid: Maa mujhe aapse baat karni hai.
Maa excused herself and walked towards Sid.
Maa: Haa bol beta??
Sid: Idhar nhi, udhar terrace pe chalo.
Sid took Maa elbow and led her to the terrace.
Maa: Kya hai beta?? Itne logo me se tu mujhe yaha utha laya??
Sid: Maa vo preeti, Neetu aur Mahi mujhe kuch keh rahe the...
Maa: Kya??
Sid: Ke mai Sana se do din baat na karu.... Tumne aise kuch nhi kaha hai na?? Vo log mazak kar rahe hai na??
Maa: Siddharth behne hai teri. Kuch keh rahe hai, to maan le na... Do din ki to baat hai...
Sid: Maa yeh sab kya hai yaar... Aap bhi...
Maa: Siddharth mai bahot important discussion chod kar aayi hu...
Sid: Are par yeh bhi important hai...
Maa: Baad me beta. Baad me...
Maa left Siddharth. Do these people really love me?? I don't think so. He thought with frustration.