To Forget [BOYXBOY]

Untitled Part 19

The whole class was a waste of time. Nick and Alex sat there the whole time and staired at each other. It weirdly felt like they were mad at each other. Or at least being weird.

So, I ended up doing most of the work, which was hard.

-RIIIIING-

'YES FINALLY!' I jumped up from my chair and literally trough my stuff into my bag. I was about to walk out when I felt someone grab my wrist gently and pull me back.

"I need to talk to you" I turned around to face Alex, looking just as intimidating as usual, but there was a look that I didn't recognise. I looked around but Nick and the rest of the class had already left, I didn't want to be alone with this guy.

"uhh... I-I need to go... my friends are waiting for me." He growled when I mentioned the others. Suddenly he pulled me into him so that our bodies were only inches away from each other.

"They can wait" he growled out making me flinch. He noticed and took a deep breath to calm down.

When he opened his eyes again, he looked calmer, content.

"I just wanted to apologies for...before" he whispered at the end. It was funny he looked nervous; it was kinda cute. 'stop! Even if I admitted to maybe liking him that doesn't mean that I need to act on it!'

"I thought you liked it, I didn't mean to scare you" he ran his thumb over my cheek.

"I'm sorry but I-I'm not interested in being with anyone at the moment"

'lie'

"that's a lie" Alex grabbed the back of my neck, our body now glued to one another. "I want you and..." he leaned in close that our faces are inches apart, "you can't deny you like this to" and kissed me. But this was different, sweeter, gentle but dominating.

It was slow and sensual. I couldn't deny that I loved the way it felt. But ... is it really that easy?

"wait..." I whispered when he gave me a second to breathe, but he ignored it and ran his tongue over my lips, wanting entrance but I denied it.

"I said .... WAIT"' I pushed him away with all my strength, catching him off guard. He back away, out of breath, leaning on the desk behind him. His breathing was laboured just like mine.

"Why do you pouch me away? I know you feel the same way as I do, so why deny it?" he questioned his voice harsh with emotion.

"I do, I mean no ...I don't!" I shouted, "I can't, I can't..." I'm starting to panic; I can feel it. Flashbacks from that day came flooding back. I could feel my chest restricting into itself, making it hard to breathe.

"hey Pup, are you ok?" he asked, his voice full of concern but all I could see was the man, that man, the one that hurt me in ways I couldn't explain

He tried to reach out for me, but I screamed.

"DON'T TOUCH ME!"

He flinched back for a second, shocked, but I didn't notice. I couldn't feel anything but the cold feeling of a knife...

A determined look made its way to his face. Ignoring my pleads he gently picked me up and pulled me into his arms.

'Warm', his body made me feel sane. I desperately tried to push him away, but I could hardly breathe in properly and he wouldn't let me go, whispering calming things into my ear.

"Hey, hey, hey, shuuuuuut it's ok...I won't let anyone hurt you" he rubbed my back trying to calm me down, "it's gonna be ok Pup."

I could hardly feel or hear anything, but I could feel my body slightly calming down. It was weird I've never calmed down so fast from a panic attack so fast, even a small one.

We sat there for a few minutes, Alex still comforting me.

"Luka?"

Hearing the familiar voice, my head shot around to see Leo standing there looking angry and shocked.

I looked down at my lap, only now noticing that I was wrapped up in Alex's arms, on the floor, sitting on his lap.

Panic started to rise again. I jumped up out of his arms and into Leo's open ones. I ignored Alex glowed and let myself be comforted by Leo's tall frame.

"Are you ok? What did he?!" he questioned wrapping my arms around me titter, sending him a sharp glare.

"N-Nothing Leo, he didn't do anything it...uhmm just something happened, and he was helping me calm down"

"Are you sure?" he asked looking down at me.

"yep" I smiled up at him

"ok then let's go, Erik was wondering where you were," he said, guiding me out of the classroom.

"Wait!!" I turned around at the sound of his voice, but Leo stepped Infront of me, I tried pushing past him but he's too freaken tall! 'I can defend myself, not that there anything to defend against'

"What do you want?" Leo demanded, the coldness in his voice remained me of when we had first met.

"I wasn't talking to you O'Brian" he growled at him before turning to me "here you forgot this," he said in a nicer voice while handing me my bag and a slip of paper, "and this is my number, so call me."

"thanks" I whispered before Leo dragged me out of the room by my wrist.

Once we were out, he slowed down, "you know you should just trough that away" he snarled.

"Yeah maybe." But something deep down told me not to.

Alex's POV

I stood there for a second, just watching them walk out. Hatting that someone, that wasn't me, was holding my mate like that. But after what just happened, he felt that his mate needs to be away from him for a while.

But what could make him react like that? I could tell by his smell that he was enjoying it but something g was wrong. Something had happened to my pup and when I find out what and who I will rip them apart.