To Forget [BOYXBOY]

chapter 18

Halfway through the movie both Robin and Erik fell asleep. So, I decided to get some air considering it was getting stuffy in here with Erik leaning all over me.

I sit down on one of the steps that lead out to my backyard and looked up. I always loved the night especially on days like this: a light breeze, shiny starts and a beautiful light of the full moon. These nights always made me feel calm and like nothing could affect me, for once my brain calmed down and I could breathe.

But the one thing that always got to me was that saying that 'starts were made to be admired but never touched'. I felt the same way the first time I saw Alex on that football field, but when he touched me... it just felt right in a weird feel-good way.

And so, what if he was the guy from the party, it's not like I never said no in the first place...

"God, what I'm thinking!" I curs myself and let out a long grown. I rub the back of my neck trying to get my thoughts back in line. might as well head back inside, I pushed myself off the steep but before I could I heard something snap behind me. My whole body tensed up in fear.

'ok Luka calms down nothing there, it's just the wind playing tricks on your mind, yeah... just the wind.' I slowly turned around, my whole body shaking and on guard, only to come face to face with a.....wolf.

An actual wolf!

I let out the girlyess scream ever and ended up falling back on to my ass. 'I forgot about the wolf for a second rubbing my back right where the higher stair dug into me until it let out a small wine.

I look up at him, her...them? To see that the same mesmerising eyes that I had seen at the vets but different? More orange?

"I-...a-are you the s-same wolf from the other day?" when they gave me a blank stare, I face-planted myself. 'they're a bloody wolf! Why did I think he would answer me?!' When I went to look back up at them, I noticed that they were now lying down at my feet, their head between their paws.

"you're so cute!!" I cued before slowly reaching my hand out to touch them only for them to meet my haft way and their tail to start wagging. Awwwwwww!!!!! A bright smile speed onto my face.

He reached up and licked my face making me let out a small giggle when soddenly they jumped up, scaring me out off my skin and tower over me.

How could I forget that they are a giant beast!

I backed up a bit only for him to let out a growl that made me flinch. They seemed... hurt at my action. But I didn't have time to think about it because a second later he was gone, back into the woods.

I stared at the spot he disappeared in, it happened so fast that I wasn't even sure if it really happened...

"are you ok out here? I heard screaming?"

"AARRRHHHHHHHHHH" I screamed and spun around to see Erik staring at me with a small smile on his face "Jesus Erik you scared the shit out of me!"

"Sorry dude," he said with a grin as he came and sat next to me. "are you sure you're ok?"

"peachy" I answered in a blank tone. He gave me a worried look.

"come on I can tell something is up"

I sat there for a bit thinking about what I should say." Well, I like this guy"

"I knew it!" he whispered to himself a large grin on his face, I was shocked for a second before letting out a small chuckle at his antics.

"but the thing is some...uh... 'stuff happened in my old school and know...well I'm scared to get too close romantically with someone."

"who cares about what happened before, you need to accept that it happened and try and move past it. But never ignore or push it down if not it will bite you in the ass. So, don't let it control you just learn from it" he said will pulling me into a side hug. "And, I like you no matter what and so does Leo, Angel and maybe even Robin but nobody knows what he's thinking"