To Forget [BOYXBOY]

Chapter 16

Alex's pov (the day at the vets)

After that piece of shit ran out with my mate I couldn't stay in there any longer.

My wolf was furious and ready to kill anything that came to close to us. I tried to push him back down but it's hard when we are in our wolf form: he has the most power.

I felt like my brain was about to explode, I didn't want a mate! I never did! They are a weakness for people to exploit and he's human! He is that much more fragile... he could be hurt so easily.

Just thinking about that makes my chest tighten.

Shaking that thought off we ran out of the vets and into the woods. I ignored Nick's shouts to come back and decided to run right into a tree trying to get control back for Seth.

"What are you doing boy!?" Seth growled, he seamed annoyed but excited at the same time. I have never seen him like this, but I didn't care. He knows that I never wanted a mate, it was one of the reasons we have had troubles with transforming and working as one. I hit the tree again felling him taking contrôle again.

"NO! I'm not chasing after them and I refuse to have a mate!"

"You can't deny this Alex! That was are mate!" getting control back for a second I forced us to shift back and pushed him to the back of my head, locking him up for the time being.

Finally able to breathe I made my way back to the packhouse. But could this feel it... The pull is bond.

And I hated that I liked it! I couldn't ... I can't let my self like this felling.

I pushed my way through the house, not stopping for anyone. I practically ran to my room, slamming the door I leaned against and let out a few short breaths. For some reason, my breathing was all over the place and my chests hurt.

God, why is this happening!?

This is why I didn't want a mate! I'm already feeling the effects, there making weak! He's making me weak!

Swinging around I slammed my fist into the wall, breaking and cracking the wall.

I stayed like that and till my breath whenever back to normal and I could thing normally.

I let out a long breath, realizing what I had done I pulled my fist out of the wall and slumped down on my desk. My breathing went back to normal, I finally realised that something was off.

I sniffed the air a few times before walked over to my bed, ripped the sheets off and smelt them.

It's this same as the mate... rain and coconuts, it was weirded but I loved it.

What did I just think! Breaking out of my trans I throw the sheet across the room and changed them but what I didn't understand was why it was here in the first place.

The only person that had in my room was me and... that boy! I shot up in bed and ran my hands down my face.

There's no way?!

Is there?

Fuck! Shit! I tried fucking him!

I leaned back, annoyed at my self for not noticing sooner. With the pack wars that were happening at the moment, I need to focus. I can't let my self be distracted by this kid.

But he's just so cute, his small body fit perfectly in my hands and his lips- fuck. I through a pillow across the room letting out a long groan.

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Monday came around and to say I was pissed was an understatement.

I haven't been able to sleep properly since that night, his body and smell had been haunting me and I was getting sick of it.