Lady Reaper (souleater fanfic)

Chapter 82

Kid's Pov

"So now that we are all the way out here what do you want to do?" I asked my sister as she stretched her legs. 

"Do you want to finish the monster video?" She offered dusting herself off.

"I mean we could anything in mind?"

"I was thinking of running and you catching me or we can time it so you save me again. Like I try to jump and you catch me."

"Do you have any idea how much I hate this whole suicidal thing? I mean I get it but I  hate the blood. The smell of acid."

"Good. Kid I'll be honest. I'm not fazed by much anymore. I mean you got to have a good reason but if you tell me to stab myself I'll do it. I've had blood rain down upon me. I've waded through a sea of bloody guts and eaten more human flesh than I care to admit. I'm desensitised to it and not in a small way. I know I'm doing damage to you by showing you this but I'm also preparing you. The world is not kind to Reapers despite us being gods. Our wealth. Our power. Paints targets on our backs. I still find it hard to trust could be how I was raised, it could also be how many times I've been betrayed." She shrugged. "That being said I can count on one hand how many times I've wanted to end it all."

"Today on I swear my sister needs therapy."

"Oo I do love a good new show. Is it on after I'm working on it?"

"It's after I swear I am sane. Around 8:30pm." I joked laughing as Kit giggled. "Shall we?" 

"Yes let's."

  Levi's Pov

"Hey how is he? Where is he?" Eren asked kissing my temple as he got home from work.

"Emergency session. I asked him if he wanted to try and go back to his old meds and he said yes. I then called his Dr and arranged an appointment and took him down. He'll be ok." I answered swirling my tea in my mug.

"Levi you did the right thing. He didn't need to know about Rin straight away. He'll forgive you."

"I know I just feel bad that I hid it from him for so long. It's been nearly four years I should have told him sooner or at the very least kept him in contact with his friends." I admitted before draining the mug and putting it down gently. I wasn't going to smash my favourite mug. 

"Levi listen to me ok. You didn't make that choice for him. His friends did. I know I was there. We explained the situation to them and laid the options out in front of them. They chose to take a step back and let him go so he wouldn't be hurt by them mentioning Rin by accident. In fact it was Kaito that pushed for it to be that way. I mean I don't blame him. If it wasn't for us his sister would be alive." Eren said pulling me close.

"You are such a useless blind gay." I laughed hugging him back resting my head on his shoulder.

"Fine no cake for you." He scoffed in mock offense. "Care to tell me why?"

"Kaito loved Rav. The poor boy let himself get hurt daily to be near Rav. Kaito couldn't let himself see Rav in such a state. He helped out as much as he could but wouldn't come see Rav." I explained and Eren tightened his grip on me 

"One blind useless gay husband coming right up." He smirked into my hair.

"I'll come back later." Rav said clearly startled by Eren and I being so close. I love Eren I really do but I have limits on touch. Rav clearly didn't want to disrupt us but I did tell him and remind him three times over text to let me know when he got home.