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5 minutes later and I didn't have anything else inside my stomach. Blair was outside and handed Ryan my kit, before checking on everyone else, who had gone to the changing rooms.

I sat down on the closed toilet seat, my head in my hands. Ryan squatted down so his head was around my height.

"I don't want you to do this" Ryan said.

"Do what" I said crying.

"Everything." He said crying too. "I don't understand why everyone is so mean." He said wiping away my tears before his own.

"I don't know" I sniffed.

"Sit on the side with Blair, take pictures, sit in the toilet, I want you to feel happy and I don't want anyone to get to you" he said kissing my forehead, a tear dropping down at the same time, landing on my lip.

"I want to play," I said holding back tears. "Im going to do this" I smiled.

"No- I don't want you t-" he started.

"You want me to feel happy, and I won't feel happy if I flush this opportunity down the toilet" I said pulling the Pink polo shirt from his hand. "Okay" he said and smiled,

"Okay" I winked back.

"Lord of the Gays, I'll be out here waiting for you, call if you need anything" he said getting up and helping me up, before leaving me to get changed into my kit.

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